Longing for..
needing to be filled
Created to be full
Desiring to be needed
an empty vacuum
Just waiting
Who can satisfy that
What can heal it..
No end in sight to close the pain
It’s a dangerous void to try and fill
Leave me be
You have before
You will again
I know
I put you out
Don’t you know I will throw you about
Satisfy me
It’s morning I’m happy
It’s noon I’m empty
I want To know I’m more than nothing
I need to know I’m something extraordinary to someone
Is any one person’s love enough
Can you cover me
Maybe
Maybe not
Am I choosing isolation..
No guessing what loneliness has cost me
Feels like everything
Void depleted
Exhausted
Pour it out
Replenish me with the
Love of you
set me free from me
and the loneliness will be gone
Until it’s not..
lamarrwenrich 
You write so well, know that there is a selfless love which asks nothing in return but that you smile, knowing you are always loved my sister! That kind of love is a lasting treasure which you can embrace every day allowing its radiance to fill your smiles. Happy Valentines Day to you!
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Love your words 😊 it was a great day
Thank you 😊
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set me free from me
…you are expressing very deeply..too intense..
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Hello😊 it is intense – I’m expressing what is shared with me.. Thank you for reading
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Beautiful!
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Thank you 😊
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You’re so welcome! I love reading your posts.
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I’m happy to share 😊 I hope you’re doing ok and feeling hopeful 💕
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Trying to. I had to go out today and it occurred to me….I am close to a panic attack when I go out. I have never had panic attacks but it’s almost like I can’t breathe…I just want to get back home. I’m here now, so all is better.
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Awww- I understand that.. So just know it’s baby steps.. You can break that barrier
Leave for short periods of time.. It will get better I promise ❤️
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I hope so but as long as somebody will deliver my Boost…I don’t have to venture out too often. I used to love getting out and SHOPPING! Now, I would rather stick forks in my eyes. Depression steals.
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Awwww – bleh yes it does.. Just remember it doesn’t own you and you can fight it – just takes time.. Be patient with you 💕
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Sometimes I feel like I’m waiting for Godot. LOL
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Ah haha! 😅 funny funny – a sense of humor is key for healing.. Hang in there
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until its not …… still loneliness reigns ….. the worst thing ever lasting in life …
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Well – the good thing about most anything
Is it doesn’t last forever 😊 not even loneliness😊
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hmmmmm …. i see everything being temporary …. but only this is what lasting and not fading out …..
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Oh I see.. I do agree that most everything is temporary.. But I think and see love as lasting..
Love comes to us in many ways.. A true gift 😊
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love is life lamarr …. even in loneliness i have found love .. (in many ways) … but i think i am gifted with loneliness too … that let me start this journey of writing … and now i am starting to take this state of me in positive way … to do something …. trying to explore the colors of loneliness !!
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I love that.. Very wise and aware to realize that..there is a peace in loneliness and definitely a beautiful loneliness in writing..
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hmmm peace …. yes i do agree … loneliness in writings …. but you know the dark side of it … its so worst …. if it captures you and dilates you in it … i fear something very bad and unexpected things will happen…. the feelings to do bad things have passed through me and i made myself strong to survive it … hopefully i am able to talk to you about it…..
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That is wonderful that you have walked through it only to come out stronger and wiser.. We are capable of surviving very hard sad difficult moments..
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hmmmm yes we are…. so much more …. there is no end to anything…. until the breath ends …. 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂
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You can definitely talk to me about it..
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thank you for talking to me … i wish the talk was private to talk more …. anyway its feeling good …. you keep smiling… great time ahead lamarr … 🙂 🙂
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Anytime😊 you can always find me.. Hang in there.. And yes there are good times ahead 😀
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thank you so much lamarr … you are really pretty cool and awesome …. i am hanging in ….. 🙂 🙂 🙂
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You can never have too many friends 😊
You are welcome
Happy week to you 😊
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I am sorry … I don’t get you lamarr … Not having too many friends ….!! ??
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Hello 😊 I was referring to our friendship
That it is a good thing – that a person can never have to many friends – and I’m glad we are friends.. Does that make sense?
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I am sorry to reply you late … But reading from you now … Made my day so meaningful … It is absolutely making all that sense I can never sense … 🙌👊👍✌😊 I was caught up at my work … Well thank you so much … I am really so so much happy … Friends !! 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌👊👍✌
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Hello – that is great 😊 wishing you a happy day
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I wish you the same lamarr – 😊🙌 keep smiling 😊
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Thank you – I certainly will😀
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This is beautiful!
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Thank you 😊😊😊
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🙂
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Replenish me with the love of you. That is wonderful. The entire piece was great.
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Hello😊 thank you for the love
Happy you enjoyed it
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Oh my word what a treasure chest discovery in reading your poetry!!!
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Awww – that is so sweet and made me smile😊
Welcome and thank you!
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Truly my pleasure!! 🙂
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Happy day to you 😊
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And to you! 🙂
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😊
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Hello, this post is completely filled with feelings and emotions. Loved the writing style of yours. “I want To know I’m more than nothing, I need to know I’m something extraordinary to someone” can feel these lines. Great post. Have a great weekend. 🙂
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Thank you Jackie 😊 writing is a gift to us
Great weekend to you too
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You are welcome Lamarr. Writing is definitely a precious gift. Thanks. 🙂
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😊😊😊
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