flirting with yesterdays moments setting me free to fly bygones refusing to die not wanting to relinquish the memories not even willing to try.. wrapping my mind tight living within the sphere of that light shaping and honing the thoughts that are owning the life I believed was mine a treasure chest of delight.. pressing pause for a little while traipsing through the streets we owned feeling revealing what could only be ours healing sealing that magical wonder of days gone by..
sitting me still lost in your quiet.. love that’s so real nothing’s required.. come as you are there’s beauty in all.. sunrise brilliance you shine without trying pulling my heart strings saved me from dying.. enamored enlightened my eyes see the truth the veils been lifted loosening the roots.. take hold of my hand we’ll merge into one sunset beauty magnificent allure no longer in darkness no longer alone.. giving way to the night shining so bright..
endless possibilities swirling through my head words are storming shaping and forming new beginnings.. choosing picking which words are sticking.. chapter after chapter I am renewed not afraid feeling brave Turn the page feel the rage slip slip slipping away.. loving words are here to stay what a story in all its’ glory Binding holding meant to last never a victim of ones’ past..
unobtainable.. undeniable.. tailspinning into the abyss of you.. haven’t a clue if it’s dark or if it’s light unwilling to give up the fight wreaking havoc senses filled with delight.. mind on alert visions I see of sweet dessert.. beauty to my heart wherever you go whatever you do I’m lit by you.. covering it well burning within our flame spreads like wildfire out of control on and on we go ignited explosive our love is alive there is no quenching this manic drive..
screaming whispering all of it demeaning.. believing the louder you talk the more you share no one can hear no one cares.. quiet your mind silence your mouth listen for once without a shout walk away from all the doubt.. wishing you fearing you nightmare to be had laughter through the tears takes away the sad.. my mind has been eclipsed changing with the seasons never hating - no regrets not looking for the reasons..
you make my heart spin not sure where to begin contemplating you feels like a win.. crash-landing knowingly while my thoughts run askew i like you i like you i do.. doubt and wonder trying to creep in walk with me, talk with me tripping me up skinning my knees with the ease of you.. time passes unaware side by side we haven’t a care free falling into you do i dare.. my footing is uncertain where you stand i look around like what I see here we are - no one else.. walk with me set me free to these thoughts going through my head.. i can tell that we are gonna be friends…
Your secrets are my secrets left to be told Open me wide Let’s be bold.. You picked me groomed me Shaped me your own loneliness calling you made us a home.. the chasm keeps spreading a mind of its’ own bleeding out slowly no way to be won.. you keep reaching, stretching because you care now you can rest there’s so little there.. though we are rattled I won’t stop the battle the end is coming no way to undo the damage it’s done…
hearts suspended as they crash ringing soft Singing loud holding truths without a doubt.. turns and twists as the moments tick bending to the mold that sticks.. we play life in pairs Our hearts in the others’ hand Striking together Together we stand.. sweet innocence of a friendship that’s grown through the many aches and the many groans a masterpiece created in its’ place the music we make left in its’ wake.. one of a kind wish to rewind a poignant reminder that time slips away no matter that we will it to stay..
sudden appearance spectacular exit left my head spinning my heart winning love was flourishing from a place I deemed empty.. weary and tired alive and thriving our mind is a vessel with treasures to behold.. open it up let it explode walk beside me let’s touch that gold..
mixed in the madness made a perfect mess Odorless Tasteless who could have guessed.. blinded happily I couldn’t taste death.. following your footsteps thought I passed the test.. the sun was shining brightly calling me through and through yet the dark cold was coming somehow I never knew.. falling deeper and deeper despair has had its’ way I do not fear the reaper I know he’s here to stay.. it’s life that cuts like a knife With all its’ strife.. I’ll see again feel again reveling as I’m whole death does not separate united is my goal..