you’re back.. well i never left look at me now can you tell? I wear the scars of your absence each wound tells a story of the horror a heart can bear.. you colored me up dirtying my soul look at me now can you tell? it washed me whole growing new roots I’m standing tall sway me - bend me you won’t break me.. there’s a shifting in my bones the rot that became our home has been burnt to the ground.. I dare you to walk in love I challenge you to rise above can you hear it? love clangs inside me like a ringing bell.. I’m not gone intertwine that hand into mine together we’ll cross the barren for the green land..
landscape of my dreams perfect in all it seems.. flourishing, watered, growing green uninhibited wild and free.. drinking in the reality of who you are no pretenses - no one cares soak me up breathe my air.. illusions are exposed thorny bushes overthrown our story grows bright in this light scenery overflowing moment after moment of pure delight.. enticing, magnetic holding on tight let’s live the impossible possibilities without fright.. when life gets tangled and weeds choke the seeds don’t give in to the insidious disease.. follow the river till it washes over it trail-blazing new ways reviving ones’ heart there within that trail is our escape for a new start…
looking out what remains feeling like it’s all in vain.. misty, unclear covered in haze my fingers tracing blindly as my glazed eyes strain looking searching fixing my gaze.. out beyond the glare are dreams i want to share do I dare stand up opening myself bare.. hoping, wishing, believing someone will be there.. can’t sit still any longer as the tears roll down my face I’ll embrace this new space allowing the moments to absorb my fears.. barriers must fall giving way to a new day I’m yielding, willing to give it my all.. Only then I can belong to me Completely free Glass breaking I am waking..
let me land you ground you standing you tall.. the rain can’t drown you the fire won’t burn you stop running from it all rid yourself of skin that holds you in shedding yourself free descend slowly into this love that envelops you least we cease to be.. hear my heart sing the words that bring you back tears that fall away I’ll catch them all.. touching down you’ll feel the sounds of a heart grounded and true..
so painful it’s dangerous the wound is poison absorbing my heart.. lingering on black clouds shadowing me Insidious hands boxing me in falling apart broken truths that shatter my heart.. bruised skin battered mind you won’t win standing at the edge of the abyss it’s you I miss.. Bittersweet I feel you I hear you I taste you.. starting to live again there you are in the middle of the day in the middle of the night letting me know it’ll be alright.. no more sorrow no regrets letting go death has lost its’ sting my heart will sing..
slipping, sliding into the mess it’s become.. mental, emotional confusion at best a crime to my being you know the rest lunging at your core it’s mine to score.. giving up rights to keep you in sight.. eyesight is failing can’t see straight anymore a heart is left wailing.. who could have guessed love clutches hate leaving the loudest quiet in its’ wake.. Tilted sloping heart left groping..
mixed in the madness made a perfect mess Odorless Tasteless who could have guessed.. blinded happily I couldn’t taste death.. following your footsteps thought I passed the test.. the sun was shining brightly calling me through and through yet the dark cold was coming somehow I never knew.. falling deeper and deeper despair has had its’ way I do not fear the reaper I know he’s here to stay.. it’s life that cuts like a knife With all its’ strife.. I’ll see again feel again reveling as I’m whole death does not separate united is my goal..
brilliant cultured One of a kind swooped in quietly stealing my mind An endless love was taking root with every beat of my heart.. prostituting all I knew with the allure of something that wasn’t true.. You startled my heart divided me wide Seduction betrayal is all you knew a madness deep within you rules..
blurring the lines sweeter than wine love & friendship laughing crying.. we’re a beautiful rhyme going up slamming down good bad happy sad until we become one.. our hearts beating out loud bleeding for you & I Undone Overcome affection weaving itself into every fiber of our being.. tangled knots of love we hold tight walk into my eyes for a love we’ve never known right… entangled engrossed crossing space & time.. an ocean in my body a river in my soul not a quiet idea let it make me whole..
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