you’re back.. well i never left look at me now can you tell? I wear the scars of your absence each wound tells a story of the horror a heart can bear.. you colored me up dirtying my soul look at me now can you tell? it washed me whole growing new roots I’m standing tall sway me - bend me you won’t break me.. there’s a shifting in my bones the rot that became our home has been burnt to the ground.. I dare you to walk in love I challenge you to rise above can you hear it? love clangs inside me like a ringing bell.. I’m not gone intertwine that hand into mine together we’ll cross the barren for the green land..
a hungry ache.. the persistence drawing compassion from my bones to own all its’ wakened.. determination willing it to be.. there is nothing more to our story than the story itself.. we are who we are the moments non-defining in an overwhelming non-binding kind of way.. Healing - revealing truths small -ordinary -insignificant making impossible fall away.. there’s pages to be written stapling pieces back together I’ll sit in the dirt with you draw lines in the sand let’s dirty our hands with life.. wash clean your heart giving new color to all your strife yearning longing for this new start..
landscape of my dreams perfect in all it seems.. flourishing, watered, growing green uninhibited wild and free.. drinking in the reality of who you are no pretenses - no one cares soak me up breathe my air.. illusions are exposed thorny bushes overthrown our story grows bright in this light scenery overflowing moment after moment of pure delight.. enticing, magnetic holding on tight let’s live the impossible possibilities without fright.. when life gets tangled and weeds choke the seeds don’t give in to the insidious disease.. follow the river till it washes over it trail-blazing new ways reviving ones’ heart there within that trail is our escape for a new start…
your love teaches me much i never knew as I ingest you not with my mouth but with my heart intimacy grants us a new start.. I make sense through the lens of your heart In my soul you have a face a name there is no shame.. we keep colliding sliding away will we learn will we reconcile.. whisper to my pleasures speak to my heart covering my pain I linger in the love of you there is much to gain.. etched in my mind is the wonder of you the sum of my memories making us new..
searching yearning heart brimming empty full Is there a rule.. knowing so much revealing so little.. baffled I see my reflection and beyond - the hope the loneliness and the gift of love.. each carrying a life sentence of its’ own.. distinct blinding leading us on time alluding us before we know it’s gone.. we get small unaware the shadow of life covers us all the tunnel will bury us Or we can stand tall the draw is the light at the end of the night..
intriguing enthralling captivates my mind gripping absorbed lost within that time shrouded within the walls that have become my shrine.. there is no rhyme or rhythm to this life no longer mine.. the veil flows so freely inviting in its’ beauty as he weaves himself around me bringing me up holding me down disguising its’ true purpose of keeping me bound.. unveil the mystery beguiling as it may be being lost to yourself is not the same as being set free..
endless possibilities swirling through my head words are storming shaping and forming new beginnings.. choosing picking which words are sticking.. chapter after chapter I am renewed not afraid feeling brave Turn the page feel the rage slip slip slipping away.. loving words are here to stay what a story in all its’ glory Binding holding meant to last never a victim of ones’ past..
unobtainable.. undeniable.. tailspinning into the abyss of you.. haven’t a clue if it’s dark or if it’s light unwilling to give up the fight wreaking havoc senses filled with delight.. mind on alert visions I see of sweet dessert.. beauty to my heart wherever you go whatever you do I’m lit by you.. covering it well burning within our flame spreads like wildfire out of control on and on we go ignited explosive our love is alive there is no quenching this manic drive..
hearts suspended as they crash ringing soft Singing loud holding truths without a doubt.. turns and twists as the moments tick bending to the mold that sticks.. we play life in pairs Our hearts in the others’ hand Striking together Together we stand.. sweet innocence of a friendship that’s grown through the many aches and the many groans a masterpiece created in its’ place the music we make left in its’ wake.. one of a kind wish to rewind a poignant reminder that time slips away no matter that we will it to stay..
brilliant cultured One of a kind swooped in quietly stealing my mind An endless love was taking root with every beat of my heart.. prostituting all I knew with the allure of something that wasn’t true.. You startled my heart divided me wide Seduction betrayal is all you knew a madness deep within you rules..