you’re back.. well i never left look at me now can you tell? I wear the scars of your absence each wound tells a story of the horror a heart can bear.. you colored me up dirtying my soul look at me now can you tell? it washed me whole growing new roots I’m standing tall sway me - bend me you won’t break me.. there’s a shifting in my bones the rot that became our home has been burnt to the ground.. I dare you to walk in love I challenge you to rise above can you hear it? love clangs inside me like a ringing bell.. I’m not gone intertwine that hand into mine together we’ll cross the barren for the green land..
a hungry ache.. the persistence drawing compassion from my bones to own all its’ wakened.. determination willing it to be.. there is nothing more to our story than the story itself.. we are who we are the moments non-defining in an overwhelming non-binding kind of way.. Healing - revealing truths small -ordinary -insignificant making impossible fall away.. there’s pages to be written stapling pieces back together I’ll sit in the dirt with you draw lines in the sand let’s dirty our hands with life.. wash clean your heart giving new color to all your strife yearning longing for this new start..
locked you away where it’s safe to play love is abound - it’s all around my heart beating to yours a characteristic unique to you.. infectious - smiling missing you all the while.. essentially bound chemically entwined a million thoughts and questions come to mind- the silence slamming my feet to the ground.. yet walls come down I yearn to be found in the abstract existence of you.. let’s get lost again and again tell it to me slow tell it with your eyes you are the basic part making me whole..
landscape of my dreams perfect in all it seems.. flourishing, watered, growing green uninhibited wild and free.. drinking in the reality of who you are no pretenses - no one cares soak me up breathe my air.. illusions are exposed thorny bushes overthrown our story grows bright in this light scenery overflowing moment after moment of pure delight.. enticing, magnetic holding on tight let’s live the impossible possibilities without fright.. when life gets tangled and weeds choke the seeds don’t give in to the insidious disease.. follow the river till it washes over it trail-blazing new ways reviving ones’ heart there within that trail is our escape for a new start…
fight big battle strong let’s fix the wrongs that don’t belong two battleships that always miss the fear of letting go what we know.. War with me light or darkness let’s not fear let’s be brave walking it through knowing we’re near.. we only lose when we choose to hold on step into the now leave the past in your wake.. I’ll be your beacon lighting you bright let’s practice truth no distractions pulling our roots.. solid ground is where we’ll be found reason with me come as you are a new season is coming washing us clean.. The dirty the broken all will be gone the battle is over the war is won..
your love teaches me much i never knew as I ingest you not with my mouth but with my heart intimacy grants us a new start.. I make sense through the lens of your heart In my soul you have a face a name there is no shame.. we keep colliding sliding away will we learn will we reconcile.. whisper to my pleasures speak to my heart covering my pain I linger in the love of you there is much to gain.. etched in my mind is the wonder of you the sum of my memories making us new..
indelibly marked bruised through to the bones let it scar you beautifully helping you grow teaching and changing you aren’t alone.. wash away darkness marking you new.. let my fingers paint a picture let me run them over you making ugly beautiful in ways we could know.. let’s fall into the sun shine brighter than ever before letting the warmth soothe the tattered parts of your soul as you lay your heart upon promises that can make you whole..
anger ignites flaming ugly to life bringing with it strife.. snuff it out burn it whole there’s more to life than this madness change up your goals.. dawning of new possibilities imaginations taking you to novel places new words begin to fill the spaces rich and clear and true.. take hold of my hand make a stand let those dreams keep waking you shaking you to new realms.. walk through the doors of my mind.. unwind into the love that can so easily bind burying the white noise that owns your mind never lose the meaning of all that is gleaming from within..
A habit unaware or by choice.. My habit chosen hear my voice.. slow burning within churning heart mind and soul into one.. addictive my stimulant keeping me high.. my depressant for all the unknown whys.. love induced high absorbing into my bloodstream heart rate rising chaos on the horizon.. you are all good feelings all at once adrenaline spiked.. my nightshade cutting through me like a sharp edged blade..
so far away yet so close never quite sure what I miss most.. all of you I suppose wrapping my mind heart and soul being lost in you was not a goal.. the stars aligned as if it was foretold there would be no decision on my part to make heart was shaken jolted awake.. alive revived I walk through this world.. enlightened emboldened I open the door leaving everything on the floor heart is full and yet again you always leave me wanting more..
lamarrwenrich 