you’re back.. well i never left look at me now can you tell? I wear the scars of your absence each wound tells a story of the horror a heart can bear.. you colored me up dirtying my soul look at me now can you tell? it washed me whole growing new roots I’m standing tall sway me - bend me you won’t break me.. there’s a shifting in my bones the rot that became our home has been burnt to the ground.. I dare you to walk in love I challenge you to rise above can you hear it? love clangs inside me like a ringing bell.. I’m not gone intertwine that hand into mine together we’ll cross the barren for the green land..
a hungry ache.. the persistence drawing compassion from my bones to own all its’ wakened.. determination willing it to be.. there is nothing more to our story than the story itself.. we are who we are the moments non-defining in an overwhelming non-binding kind of way.. Healing - revealing truths small -ordinary -insignificant making impossible fall away.. there’s pages to be written stapling pieces back together I’ll sit in the dirt with you draw lines in the sand let’s dirty our hands with life.. wash clean your heart giving new color to all your strife yearning longing for this new start..
locked you away where it’s safe to play love is abound - it’s all around my heart beating to yours a characteristic unique to you.. infectious - smiling missing you all the while.. essentially bound chemically entwined a million thoughts and questions come to mind- the silence slamming my feet to the ground.. yet walls come down I yearn to be found in the abstract existence of you.. let’s get lost again and again tell it to me slow tell it with your eyes you are the basic part making me whole..
landscape of my dreams perfect in all it seems.. flourishing, watered, growing green uninhibited wild and free.. drinking in the reality of who you are no pretenses - no one cares soak me up breathe my air.. illusions are exposed thorny bushes overthrown our story grows bright in this light scenery overflowing moment after moment of pure delight.. enticing, magnetic holding on tight let’s live the impossible possibilities without fright.. when life gets tangled and weeds choke the seeds don’t give in to the insidious disease.. follow the river till it washes over it trail-blazing new ways reviving ones’ heart there within that trail is our escape for a new start…
looking out what remains feeling like it’s all in vain.. misty, unclear covered in haze my fingers tracing blindly as my glazed eyes strain looking searching fixing my gaze.. out beyond the glare are dreams i want to share do I dare stand up opening myself bare.. hoping, wishing, believing someone will be there.. can’t sit still any longer as the tears roll down my face I’ll embrace this new space allowing the moments to absorb my fears.. barriers must fall giving way to a new day I’m yielding, willing to give it my all.. Only then I can belong to me Completely free Glass breaking I am waking..
there’s beauty in explosions as the remnants spiral about lighting up glimpses of us in the fallout.. my heart hits the ground and the energy that bound us is out of this realm.. Unique - all its’ own a life force unknown.. it won’t be contained once let out nothing remains.. a love is spiritually awakened nuclear in its’ quest causing such unrest.. radioactive ashes cascading about setting my heart ablaze.. the intensity inflecting changes that will follow me from hours to years.. this outburst sends shock waves pulsating against my skin with a magnitude that sears and shapes the core of my soul..
fight big battle strong let’s fix the wrongs that don’t belong two battleships that always miss the fear of letting go what we know.. War with me light or darkness let’s not fear let’s be brave walking it through knowing we’re near.. we only lose when we choose to hold on step into the now leave the past in your wake.. I’ll be your beacon lighting you bright let’s practice truth no distractions pulling our roots.. solid ground is where we’ll be found reason with me come as you are a new season is coming washing us clean.. The dirty the broken all will be gone the battle is over the war is won..
shaping history never ending constantly shifting.. highs and lows as it ebbs and flows the highest honor I’ll ever know.. challenged, questioned admired, revered loved, hated I strap on my gear ready to adhere to the battles only my heart could know.. I rise and I fall with each breath i take.. reaching out I take a stand hands raised high applauding the supreme court of parenting - the hardest job in all the land..
let me land you ground you standing you tall.. the rain can’t drown you the fire won’t burn you stop running from it all rid yourself of skin that holds you in shedding yourself free descend slowly into this love that envelops you least we cease to be.. hear my heart sing the words that bring you back tears that fall away I’ll catch them all.. touching down you’ll feel the sounds of a heart grounded and true..
your love teaches me much i never knew as I ingest you not with my mouth but with my heart intimacy grants us a new start.. I make sense through the lens of your heart In my soul you have a face a name there is no shame.. we keep colliding sliding away will we learn will we reconcile.. whisper to my pleasures speak to my heart covering my pain I linger in the love of you there is much to gain.. etched in my mind is the wonder of you the sum of my memories making us new..
lamarrwenrich 