changes

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Perfected chaos

Published June 2, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

The silent moments when the unknown roars

unbearable is the pain

certain nothings gained..

silently walk with me

enter the night

let’s quiet the storm

embrace the space between us that keeps me warm..

It’s hard to find the sun

in all that’s begun

Chaos and perfection

gnaw at my charred soul

slow it down and face it

let it make me whole..

There is always beauty in the ugly truth

‘wherever you go

there you are’

More than the sum of all you see..

The soundlessness has banished the critics that harness my soul..

scars will bleed

the disease of me will no longer be..

the fears are silenced into the atmosphere..

Reverie

Published May 22, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

lost in ones delight

Turn down the noise

Turn down the light

Take me back to the good ole days..

Where ways made sense

A daydream wasn’t a trance

Your vision had reason-not just a hallucination..

an impractical idea

A fanciful thought

Was what one sought..

take me to the past

where the good things last

paint me a picture of long ago

days of yore once more..

Take flight..

Published May 16, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

wings like stone

jagged to the bone

Cuts so deep

how long will you steep..

Something’s amiss within your soul

What will it take to make you whole..

Pieces of my heart stir with your words

slicing and dicing until they’re not heard..

An image that has left a permanent mark on my heart..

You press me hard

You press me soft

It comes out the same

Calling your name..

Slowly unfold me

Discover you don’t know me

Clip those wings

Set them free

feel the melody they choose to sing..

It will always be me

It will always be you..

Let’s wing our way through it

Glide your way home how it should be..

Take flight with me..

shame storm quieted..

Published May 4, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

Love me till the lights go out

Love me till my shouts aren’t doubt

let the love go quiet as I rise above

in the darkest hour you shine bright

your shadow overpowering me

Pure delight..

I can walk upright – shamed no more

cobwebs have withered into dust

my sight has been cleansed

I will do what I must

I’m not something wrong..

I belong

diseased by love

Published April 13, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

the more i know

the further i go

sinking into that rabbit hole…

It owns me

dethrones me

setting apart my heart

Bleeding me through depleting what i knew..

Part of me dies as i come alive..

beautiful disease

do what you please

cure me from the rot that eats my heart..

messy, chaotic, tangled and swept

adversely affected is all that I’ve kept..

Strange steps take us back

The cinder beneath guiding our feet

our minds go quiet

While our hearts riot..

in awe

amazed, uncertain

unsure

of all that our mind had never heard..

i hope this illness

can heal us

from all we’ve come to be

You’ve chiseled me down

I’ll wear this madness of you

like a crown..

Unstuck

Published April 6, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

dare to be different

changing our hold

bold in what we know

the older we grow

wisdom is ours

Ours to behold..

bend like a willow

strong like an oak

Life will be peaceful

as we lighten our yoke..

You leveled the play

in that way of yours

jumbled my heart

got me to stay..

Door is wide open

Hinges remain

Haunt me please

Leave your stain

Distinct and different

I’ll not be the same..

Medicine heart..

Published March 28, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

Untraceable are your ways

Unsearchable your love

Beyond knowing

my heart seeks you out

Unchanging is my beat for you

the human touch

embodying all we are

connecting us

directing us

all we become

into a beautiful one..

Living each moment like we are dying

I wrap my arms around you in this time..

Take my hand

One last stand

Drown in me

One last breath

as gasp together what is left..