can be deadly and all consuming
The power we give to thoughts..
The ones that rule our mind
The ones we ought to naught..
and all we leave behind..
With all its’ lost time..
It is not always as it seems..
The longer you dwell on what you can’t foretell
The hotter the burn from your own hell
crushed beneath it all
if you keep pushing
the harder you will fall..
set loose those thoughts that threaten to own you
Wearing you out
until you don’t know you..
You are more than the sum of your thoughts..
You take from me
Keep shaking me
raking me through the coals
I mope –
we reap what we sow..
It don’t matter to the world
It will keep spinning
Time will keep winning
No matter that you’ve changed
I may be delicate & sweet in all that you see..
But don’t misconstrue what you think you know
I will shine again
I will find my sun
I will find my feet and learn to run..
Homesick for a home that doesn’t exist anymore..
I wonder as I wander
what I’m looking for..
putting my hands in
I dig deep
As I seek the mystery from the other side..
bare my soul,
dim my light,
expose my darkness,
unravel my madness
and restore my hopes..
I live in there
They make me
they break me
It also sets me free..
no crying over things that aren’t or weren’t
Live life to its’ fullest..
There will always be X
The great unknown
and it may always keep me seeking for my home
but I will thrive as i roam..
the sad is shifting
the good is lifting
I see with the heart of my eyes
It’s no mystery you somehow missed me..
on an unmarked day
At an unknown hour
my heart came alive..
with all the commotion going on inside..
Time has put space between the sad and the good – as it should..
I miss you once upon another time..
you danced my heart full of sunshine and kisses sweet
I’m moving beyond the sad
glad I lived it well
my heart is where it was to be
It is beautiful and free..
Jealous of the night that wraps you in its’ intoxicating moments..
The moon that rocks you tender as you slumber..
envious of the sun that shakes you gently with its’ morning hello..
Oh that you could see my light and how it revolves around you
That my heart was still the beacon that lit you up..
You closed your eyes and it went black..
So I’ll grieve and
My heart will bleed
Yet I’m removing the shackles that bind me
I’ve done my time..
I won’t sulk anymore
Nor dwell on the memories
I’ve kissed them goodbye
No – I will not steep in sadness or misery like a bitter tea..
I choose to keep moving and let my heart be as free as the sea..
a part of your soul will always keep me whole..
a tiny sprout
That’s all it took
to rejuvenate her beauty and make her whole
springing her back to things untold..
a seed planted
Growing like a weed
that changed something frightful into something beautiful..
You moved about her heart without getting trampled or torn apart..
changing the backdrop of her ugly
you set her free from the limits of her life..
The iron bars melted from her soul
She sees beauty everywhere she goes
The glimmer on the trees
Dew on the grass
Sun kissed morning skies that disappear so fast
And the hope that has closed the door to her ill-fated past..
There’s not a word for everything you’ve done but she needs you
like the flowers will always need the sun..
life is full of mystique
the unexpected causing us to always seek..
some uncertainties shrouded in mysteries to great to grasp
leaving it’s unforeseen moments creating our past..
I may look the same
sound the same
Feel the same
But I have no name
My insides screaming for all we can’t see..
my heartbeat – once your haven –
come to me
lay your head to rest where it longs to be
as the sounds of the beat bring you home to the retreat of Me..
We are circling the sun
open your eyes so you can see..
Let our hearts feel how it used to be..
I’ll always need you as the moon says hello
to the sun as it eclipses its’ glow..
I’ll follow you anywhere as long as it’s everywhere in this life of the great unknown..