changes

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diseased by love

Published April 13, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

the more i know

the further i go

sinking into that rabbit hole…

It owns me

dethrones me

setting apart my heart

Bleeding me through depleting what i knew..

Part of me dies as i come alive..

beautiful disease

do what you please

cure me from the rot that eats my heart..

messy, chaotic, tangled and swept

adversely affected is all that I’ve kept..

Strange steps take us back

The cinder beneath guiding our feet

our minds go quiet

While our hearts riot..

in awe

amazed, uncertain

unsure

of all that our mind had never heard..

i hope this illness

can heal us

from all we’ve come to be

You’ve chiseled me down

I’ll wear this madness of you

like a crown..

Unstuck

Published April 6, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

dare to be different

changing our hold

bold in what we know

the older we grow

wisdom is ours

Ours to behold..

bend like a willow

strong like an oak

Life will be peaceful

as we lighten our yoke..

You leveled the play

in that way of yours

jumbled my heart

got me to stay..

Door is wide open

Hinges remain

Haunt me please

Leave your stain

Distinct and different

I’ll not be the same..

Medicine heart..

Published March 28, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

Untraceable are your ways

Unsearchable your love

Beyond knowing

my heart seeks you out

Unchanging is my beat for you

the human touch

embodying all we are

connecting us

directing us

all we become

into a beautiful one..

Living each moment like we are dying

I wrap my arms around you in this time..

Take my hand

One last stand

Drown in me

One last breath

as gasp together what is left..

Two faces..

Published March 1, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

You look

You wonder

you question

you guess

Judging until you’re completely undressed

heaped on

the floor in a shredded mess..

I’m her, I’m she, I’m them, I’m we

and the loss of me is the new conquest..

I am now two

split through and through

No longer true to me or you

I’m buried alive

nowhere to hide..

gotta dig deep to find my feet

rolling back the ignorance

walking in bliss

Looking for what I somehow missed

Drawing back my spirit

bringing back my mind

two souls rejoined

until we are one

No longer afraid of all that’s begun..

Untamed…

Published February 20, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

Steady as we go

settling me so

gently we flow

rhythmically letting go..

the winds take a change

chaos rules the day and we blow every which way..

nothing stays

Nothing remains

to what avail

What have we gained..

unexplainable, unchangeable,

incredible we..

it’s you, it’s me

It’s what we see

when lost at sea..

undeniably real

sets us still..

our moments untamed

we are beautiful

we are no name..

Smile within..

Published February 19, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

I found a smile within, sweet season

coming round again..

sometimes you win

sometimes you lose

sometimes the blues settle in..

make a choice

choose..

It’s all been said

it’s all been done

both feet forward until

I’ve won..

In my quiet unbound

I shall remain footloose

While I watch life go round and round

my smile has been found..

Tread softly..

Published January 15, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

the pain, the hurt

it all subsides

only goodness now resides..

the stones no longer in her head

the stones no longer make her bed

those words are full of life instead

so vibrant in their deathbed..

Something’s lost when something’s gained

every space in her heart remains..

No divide.. plenty of space to slide with all the love inside..

Set free from condemnation

Being lost was worth the coming home..

tread softly as you go-

it’s her bones that made you whole..