my fix my dose helping me bleed it’s all out there filling my needs.. exceeding my limit opened raw.. feeling extreme busting seams.. I know you by heart the beat propels me to a new start.. heart stained with your love you are all my good from above.. everything I do bleeds bits and pieces of you.. so loved so much to give radiant light reflected in my sight won’t close my eyes wishing to live.. You are the beat that syncs my heart.. measured out slowly with each dose you’ll know me..
words alive thriving within springing fresh life where we’ll begin.. becoming your poetry undressing me slow Layer by layer as we go… revealing the depths of things unknown.. a wanton need for you to read all that I am.. exposing a spirit that can’t be tamed a love that won’t be named.. hang in my wait time as we discover anew the many things we never knew.. mysterious and painful it may be.. let’s delight in watching us grow it is food for our souls that will be whole..
if I leave the light on will my shadow come to life.. will you know I’m real will you feel all my feels.. if I stay still will I fade into the night no light bright enough to save me.. will my secrets be revealed showing nothing to conceal.. what if I leave the lights on Will the dark ever end can the night sky touch my soul making me whole.. what if..
we are the beauty we speak unique, joyful in the love we seek.. edges smoother there is no defeat.. roaring through scars & bruises alike so much to gain in life’s pain.. unevenly shaped beautifully jagged heart torn ragged from the irregular spectacular love we shape..
happy to be here happy to see i’m swept up in moments dear to me.. always changing always knowing blessed in life when I am growing.. reflecting enjoying taking it in.. pining for more moments I adore.. jump for love soar with its’ highs grow through the lows.. breathing in deeply the sorrows and woes.. exhaling it out as the beauty unfolds the gifts of love my heart holds..
Chaotic Murderous enchanting all the same this game of love has no name.. Beguiling charming enthralling is your pain.. no sight in end where my bending takes root.. heart is blackened daily by all your soot.. winning losing is there such a thing.. Diseased, teased you rob me of my strength The malaise is mine our hearts intertwined I’ll wear the chaos I’ll walk the pain this heart & mind know only your name..
our love is the blue hour quietly hidden between day and night.. sparking colors that didn’t exist lighting up moments I can’t resist letting go of you would be to forfeit life.. heart is wide open breathing in your every word.. growing – shifting -bending- flowing love is there always ending with new beginnings..
the ink has dried pages worn edges weathered so forlorn.. Wrapped your love around me like a chain couldn’t withstand the hurricane.. Words indelible quieting my heart.. unspoken things between the lines staining my soul.. with each moment they fade making me whole.. closing the book we are no more between the beats of my heart forever more..
I kiss each wound where it’s begun.. The hurt shrouded beneath the brilliance of the sun.. i wish the beauty of it to dance over you healing all that’s been stung.. time to let go the winds howl loud a doleful cry is heard above the clouds… where you were torn will be shorn no more..
found my breath while I was drowning.. Slow fire burning Oh how Im yearning.. Heartbeats yours loud, fierce gentle, strong.. determined to live out what’s mine a wrinkle of time is all that’s begun.. warmth stirs my soul lingering on like the beauty of the sun and the stories it holds..