the walls kept moving in so tight my feet kicking and shoving looking for light till I was wrung out strung out nowhere to go.. the bright dimmed realizing there was no win I gave in.. my time got small haunted by the past searching for things that couldn’t last.. letting go to the innocence i once knew I dare my soul not to break compulsive and chronic I’ll attach it to hope.. desires and daydreams pull me upstream taking me to that place between sleep and awake.. mind is lit up addictions renewed love is my anchor I’ll no longer hate..
state of being.. sharing love laughter and pain.. affection and its’ beauty creating connection spanning through a lifetime enduring every season.. changes come unraveling without reason.. its’ purpose well served without sadness we’d miss the taste of sweetness changes go there we grow.. living out the joy of this friendship we have come to know.. your smile changes dark to light invisible strings binding us tight.. The laughter a friendship it’s pure delight..
you’re here you’re there.. In the walls i feel you In the books I hear you In the space that times forgetting.. spilling over and covering me whole.. that face hidden untouchable boxed away for another day while I search for ways to run.. your love absorbs my mind dwells in my heart.. maybe one day I’ll come down from it for now I choose to stay..
Cluttered Buried lost in the shuffle deeper & deeper into the shadows you fall… confusion abounds all your madness your sadness rallying around… don’t fear the inevitable don’t fear the dark your secrets and scars they are who you are… soul wrenching and beautiful you’re never alone your worth is revealed your essence renewed… hold those moments closely as you’re opened up wide… Inescapable shadows define us all stay in the light so they shine bright… shed the skin the baggage you’re in as pure beauty is discovered watch your shadow rise to an inevitable end..
it runneth over trickling down sweet nectar is found releasing its’ crown cleansing & healing creating new sound.. truth from noise the bitter from sweet lighting the dark grounding my feet.. it’s sorrow It’s joy eternally linked like day & night both equally sweet.. every last drop of me bows at your feet It’s beauty It’s wonder my cup runneth over there is no defeat..
between the moments of living and dying there are moments divine We are many kinds of beautiful.. watching the sun set one last time the beauty in the darkness the hope in the empty And the warmth in the coldness of goodbyes.. There is a morning after We won’t have to search anymore.. fascinated how we can become undone yet remain as one..
It marches on passage of time clutching on to everyone.. you think you’ve won mastering the moments of it all catching you off guard - you slowly fall.. friend or foe Who’s to know it gives as much as it takes.. it’s a gift Let’s not hate nor escape we aren’t glass we won’t break let’s celebrate each moment we awake... It takes us up It takes us down often times left spinning round.. the tick is tocking the beauty of life talking waiting to share its’ moments of love.. Don’t despair be the rare one who knows what he’s won.. impossible to hold it disintegrates into gold.. time is always new the ticking has just begun..
bits of blue — for all my stories lived bits of gold —for the ones untold Vibrant life of colors for all the dreams I hold.. my hand has never been empty my heart overflows.. the outpour bleeds of the beauty deep within the folds of joy rippling over into the sorrows shaping out the hollow.. I weep for the dark spaces as the tapestry unravels I marvel at the beauty that rises back Smiling as the colors seep
Creating the ever changing glow I’ve come to know...