full of raw emotion
beautiful, full of life
And terrifying in its’ unknown..
love beyond your sensibilities
immerse yourself into the moments
they are yours to live
Put your hand in the Flame
Let it set you on fire
exist in untempered love
Go as high as the flame will burn before it dies out..
will rekindle time after time
good or bad
Happy or sad
shred the moments
Love in itself is both intense and beautiful
Better to be skinned alive
than to never know
a love not lessened by anything..
I wished to live..
pleading, begging on my knees at times..
struggling for the good,
fighting for air,
my fight wild and everywhere..
aiming for high
for every low..
somehow You thought not
how could You know..
How can that be?
I gave it my all
No holds barred..
through the decimation of my heart and a raping of my soul I persevered..
yet somehow You see through eyes of old, of new, of past and present
Of things to be..
help my loves now
see through fresh eyes,
eyes of yours..
ones that see hope through despair,
ones that see light through dark,
Eyes that stay open
as mine close to rest..
I’m letting go now
For I believe
I once was lost but now I’m free..
The child in my heart will always rise above..
Knowing there is more to come..
the draw is unimaginable.. my heart & mind can’t reconcile the mystery of you..
It is wild
Beautiful in its’ unknown
Captivating without touch.. yet you know me inside out
You have this mysterious way of reading me,
There is a pitch and cadence to you that causes thunder in my heart..
You have my attention
I will be patient
my time is yours..
nothing has nourished my soul like this
Nothing can compare..
The wounds are hemorrhaging..
the torture to great to bear.. the heart oozes with agony.. the ugly, the hurt, the groans and moans drowning her out..
no longer concealed within her psyche
there are gaping holes everywhere..
puncture wounds that bandages can not contain, as pieces of her are scattered about..
the stench of her rotting soul engulfs her
The suffocation causing her to run
She looks around blindly, unable to see through her shaded eyes..
gasping for air
She welcomes the thought of newness..
of being rescued from herself
for she has finally seen the light..
scientific, romantic, outlandish –
All prolific in our minds..
daydreams that give color to my black & white world..
whimsical fantasies created in the hopes of ones’ playful wishes..
perhaps an obsession never a reality..
and then you appeared..
I lost my footing as fantasy and reality blurred..
you became the skin wrapped around my skeleton..
the muscle between my skin and bones changing me..
You are my theory..
Anything is possible..
In a lightning quick descent of madness,
the storm clearing
and the noises changing..
nothing making sense
no right, no wrong
It just was..
Her mind incapable of stopping it – plans grew.. details formed all on their own –
so thorough – she was frightened..
A plethora of firsts..
her hands shaking as she placed them on the sides of her head – willing the thoughts to stop as they ran rampant..
A quiet hum that was ever present exploding into a loud crescendo..
That only her ears could hear
Only her mind could know
Only her heart felt
Others blind to it..
Welcoming the unknown
She feels a strength in the unity of her heart & mind..weakness falling to the wayside..
She will walk before the scorching sun and welcome the warmth as it shares its’ love with her..