the pain, the hurt
it all subsides
only goodness now resides..
the stones no longer in her head
the stones no longer make her bed
those words are full of life instead
so vibrant in their deathbed..
Something’s lost when something’s gained
every space in her heart remains..
No divide.. plenty of space to slide with all the love inside..
Set free from condemnation
Being lost was worth the coming home..
tread softly as you go-
it’s her bones that made you whole..
winter comes
winter goes..
Changes happening down below
as the sun is grooming
Flowers blooming
yet fear remains
It is looming..
the warmth abounds
not in this room
the chill alone blooms and grows..
deeply seeded you is all it knows
covering me in a frigid cold..
Lying here thinking
I wish for change
No longer willing to remain chained..
so much love – you’re here and there
The warmth is spreading through all I’ve dreaded
Memories thawing the icy chill..
embracing the new
as the cold brews into spring
coming with it new moments of you..
No longer focused on where I’ve been or what remains
my look is up
I’m feeling change
one step forward
Is how I’ll grow
captivated for us
Lost in the know..
Musings…
thoughts are everything..
seeping into
every pore of my being..
nurturing my mind
catering to my heart
powering my soul..
imaginings that turn me inside out
notions growing me in ways that hurt –
I relate to both..
I couldn’t –
wouldn’t desert my musings..
they make me whole
Those moments I get lost in
The imaginations that come to life
sometimes causing strife
Absorbed into my core..
no need to steal back the moments
Or hide them deep
There will be no breach
The daydreaming is steeped within my reach..
Grateful for the storm that brought us here..
weathering fears that crippled us
rising above the endless tears
until it cleansed us..
no longer blue
things changed
no longer green and not seen..
traditions that begin anew
an unwritten law in our heart
Opened the door
here’s where we start..
a glimmer of light
holding us tight
standing the test of time
we keep hanging on
allowing us to unwind..
In that moment
we became infinite..
Blazing through space
creating an atmosphere I no longer fear..
The color of abyss eclipsed by the brightness within you..
Your eyes endless
reaching through to my soul
awakening a lifeless
heart
setting ablaze that spark..
the antidote to my death..
All your moments
I made them mine
Thief in the night
Heart bandits delight..
practically invisible
What a fool
a heart cannot be ruled..
You’re bleeding – depleted of what’s needed
I bleed now too
Bruised with pain I caused you..
Silent tears
Empty smiles
you crumbled inside..
is it too late
Let me see it straight..
I’ll fade into the night
Do what’s right
hesitate no more
Fear is no longer at your door..
In the shallow now
far from the top
The crash & burn don’t churn my insides much anymore..
I have let go
discovering so much more than I thought I could know..
braved it out
walked it through coming back to what i knew..
I love the past and its’ aftermath
I thrive in the now
I strive for tomorrow
as i borrow the hope for all we dream of..
The light of that hope shutters the beat of my heart
Fluttering my eyes and keeping me afloat..
there is no sinking
there is no fear
for only you
fill my atmosphere..
