my fix my dose helping me bleed it’s all out there filling my needs.. exceeding my limit opened raw.. feeling extreme busting seams.. I know you by heart the beat propels me to a new start.. heart stained with your love you are all my good from above.. everything I do bleeds bits and pieces of you.. so loved so much to give radiant light reflected in my sight won’t close my eyes wishing to live.. You are the beat that syncs my heart.. measured out slowly with each dose you’ll know me..
words alive thriving within springing fresh life where we’ll begin.. becoming your poetry undressing me slow Layer by layer as we go… revealing the depths of things unknown.. a wanton need for you to read all that I am.. exposing a spirit that can’t be tamed a love that won’t be named.. hang in my wait time as we discover anew the many things we never knew.. mysterious and painful it may be.. let’s delight in watching us grow it is food for our souls that will be whole..
if I leave the light on will my shadow come to life.. will you know I’m real will you feel all my feels.. if I stay still will I fade into the night no light bright enough to save me.. will my secrets be revealed showing nothing to conceal.. what if I leave the lights on Will the dark ever end can the night sky touch my soul making me whole.. what if..
our love is the blue hour quietly hidden between day and night.. sparking colors that didn’t exist lighting up moments I can’t resist letting go of you would be to forfeit life.. heart is wide open breathing in your every word.. growing – shifting -bending- flowing love is there always ending with new beginnings..
the ink has dried pages worn edges weathered so forlorn.. Wrapped your love around me like a chain couldn’t withstand the hurricane.. Words indelible quieting my heart.. unspoken things between the lines staining my soul.. with each moment they fade making me whole.. closing the book we are no more between the beats of my heart forever more..
moving, breathing raw inside There are no words for things I hide wondering, pondering where did i go… was it real am I here Is it all fear… Invisible, gone ghosting is strong fighting through hard it’s all wrong… heart of steel be gone..
one way ticket enjoy the ride… will we survive as we walk this in stride.. is it my heaven or hell that’s arrived… what you imagine is what you will see… it can be easy free as the breeze or lock you down cold struck with disease… hope is a dream not always what it seems… Detours here Detours there Sometimes happy sometimes they scare… seven years passed like water under the bridge… for a brief moment in time our lives paused giving us cause to love without laws..
you filter through the pane… sheltering in deeper and deeper all of it in vain no glass thick enough to keep away the pain… hand reaches out fingers tracing yours… For the tiniest second you have everything to gain… searching deep within you no longer know your name… each tear rolling down sweeps you to the ground… breaking the glass I’ll clean up the shard… time will stand still until the parts of your divided heart heal…
in the quiet I’m there… when you’re not looking unaware… the lull of my voice leads you there… Loud in your heart pushing and pulling leaving no choice… what will you do who is it that rules… Can’t part the sea to reach the shore… Undertow looming till you’re no more… The ground racing toward you alive in the fall… I’m hidden in the details Greatest secret of all…