Judging until you’re completely undressed
the floor in a shredded mess..
I’m her, I’m she, I’m them, I’m we
and the loss of me is the new conquest..
I am now two
split through and through
No longer true to me or you
I’m buried alive
nowhere to hide..
gotta dig deep to find my feet
rolling back the ignorance
walking in bliss
Looking for what I somehow missed
Drawing back my spirit
bringing back my mind
two souls rejoined
until we are one
No longer afraid of all that’s begun..
I found a smile within, sweet season
coming round again..
sometimes you win
sometimes you lose
sometimes the blues settle in..
make a choice
It’s all been said
it’s all been done
both feet forward until
In my quiet unbound
I shall remain footloose
While I watch life go round and round
my smile has been found..
to the sound
You will love what couldn’t be found..
No sense in fighting it –
instead, delight in it..
you’re richer because of it
Stronger in the midst of it..
Your senses thrive on it..
You’ll come to understand things not known
The unknown value unfolds
seeing the imperfect perfectly bold..
between the moments of living and dying
there are moments divine
We are many kinds of beautiful..
watching the sun set one last time
the beauty in the darkness
the hope in the empty
And the warmth in the coldness of goodbyes..
There is a morning after
We won’t have to search anymore..
fascinated how we can become undone
yet remain as one..
the pain, the hurt
it all subsides
only goodness now resides..
the stones no longer in her head
the stones no longer make her bed
those words are full of life instead
so vibrant in their deathbed..
Something’s lost when something’s gained
every space in her heart remains..
No divide.. plenty of space to slide with all the love inside..
Set free from condemnation
Being lost was worth the coming home..
tread softly as you go-
it’s her bones that made you whole..
Changes happening down below
as the sun is grooming
yet fear remains
It is looming..
the warmth abounds
not in this room
the chill alone blooms and grows..
deeply seeded you is all it knows
covering me in a frigid cold..
Lying here thinking
I wish for change
No longer willing to remain chained..
so much love – you’re here and there
The warmth is spreading through all I’ve dreaded
Memories thawing the icy chill..
embracing the new
as the cold brews into spring
coming with it new moments of you..
No longer focused on where I’ve been or what remains
my look is up
I’m feeling change
one step forward
Is how I’ll grow
captivated for us
Lost in the know..
thoughts are everything..
every pore of my being..
nurturing my mind
catering to my heart
powering my soul..
imaginings that turn me inside out
notions growing me in ways that hurt –
I relate to both..
I couldn’t –
wouldn’t desert my musings..
they make me whole
Those moments I get lost in
The imaginations that come to life
sometimes causing strife
Absorbed into my core..
no need to steal back the moments
Or hide them deep
There will be no breach
The daydreaming is steeped within my reach..