All posts for the month September, 2015

Let’s Walk Backwards

Published September 24, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

The one who never leaves my mind..
The one who has invaded my dreams my heart my moments..
The one who makes me crazy happy
And just plain ole crazy All my days
Walking side by side
Strong together
Weathering it all..
wishing you were right here
As always
Before life’s changes took over..
Let’s walk backwards
And get lost there
Is it possible..
I can feel you
the essence of you..
And I’m covered in your love..
grateful that memories allow me to live one moment at a time any way i want..
forever grateful for you ❤️


I Got You Babe❤️

Published September 12, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

So it begins..
words so harsh her mind throws them out..
drowning out his voice
The finality of it all..
“Two to three days is what i give him” he says..
What ?
What does that mean exactly?
Such cruel words
It won’t register
Confusion lines her face
Two three what?
Till you fix him?
Till you give him back to me? Till he is no more?
No way can this be..
He’s her lifetime
He’s her person
He’s her ‘I got you babe’
To grow old with and share grandbabes together..
So many more moments to come
To share
To live and laugh together
We are not done
Her eyes beg scream shout plead
Crying silently
Saying all she can’t speak out loud..
Breathing in deeply
Holding back the hysteria
She Thinks of her girls
Drifting to happier moments..
Not yet she says
Not today..
She gathers her things
Unaware of her surroundings
Drs in and out
Beeping machines
Nurses IV’s meds
Murmurs of voices
Words unheard..
Seeking escape
She drives away..
Curled up in their bed she is safe
Relaxing she starts to dream
Peace covering her as she feels his love..
hugging his pillow
she smiles
as tears fall gently into the night..


Doesn’t mean Goodbye..

Published September 6, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

You are me
I am you
How do I move on
Deep inside my bones you live
How can I move on
You’re more than just a name
A memory … Words
You are love
My love
In a moment it all changed
I cried out your name
Only Silence cried back
Not able to hear you
Feel you
untouchable you’ve become
Yet Your presence so alive in me
you are gone I must be reminded
A truth I wish to ignore
Life will not let me
Moments come and go without you
Life Happening all around me
In those moments I feel you gently slipping away
Helping set me free..
Kind unselfish love you are
Always were..
Fears & questions your love is releasing me from..
Your love quieting the chaos of my heart
Your love letting me go to live again..
love again
Another chance at life
So much I learned from you
I’m not losing you for a second time
You are still here
In my heart my mind my soul
Standing at the end of my life
We will always be ❤️


Always Tomorrow.. not always 

Published September 4, 2015 by lamarrwenrich


They You I Them

We are all the same

Wanting needing searching yearning 

for kindness

A Gentle touch

Sweet gestures

Simple caring words

Filled by it..

Puts a smile on our face 

Just to know someone

Anyone remembers us

Thinks of us

Simply cares..

What has happened..

Why do we find this so hard to do..

Why do we stop doing things that matter..

Too busy

do it later 



Is any reason good enough?

What are we fighting so hard for?

Always chasing life

Yet Letting it slip through our fingers..

Always after.. Later..

After is too late

Later never comes 

Don’t drown in regrets

Let’s live our lives gratefully&thankfully

There is no time like now..