your soul is weary depleted of life the view obscured by the commotion inside.. a mind so tender fragments fly as its’ grasping and winding through space and time tugging, pulling, holding on tight unable to let go of all that was left behind.. love is powerful it can overcome the moments you think will leave you undone.. the time has come just let go you are worthy and golden let’s take it slow I see you for who you are in the here and now.. don’t fear the shadows change up your mirrors keep looking through all your fears.. wrath - angry and strong - once violated your love.. it’s powerless - losing its’ lust becoming dust.. no longer alive in you it’s been isolated, annihilated the venom that once traipsed through your blood.. Reflections of changes catapulting you upright capsizing your heart this restless soul is ready to be whole..
looking out what remains feeling like it’s all in vain.. misty, unclear covered in haze my fingers tracing blindly as my glazed eyes strain looking searching fixing my gaze.. out beyond the glare are dreams i want to share do I dare stand up opening myself bare.. hoping, wishing, believing someone will be there.. can’t sit still any longer as the tears roll down my face I’ll embrace this new space allowing the moments to absorb my fears.. barriers must fall giving way to a new day I’m yielding, willing to give it my all.. Only then I can belong to me Completely free Glass breaking I am waking..
there’s beauty in explosions as the remnants spiral about lighting up glimpses of us in the fallout.. my heart hits the ground and the energy that bound us is out of this realm.. Unique - all its’ own a life force unknown.. it won’t be contained once let out nothing remains.. a love is spiritually awakened nuclear in its’ quest causing such unrest.. radioactive ashes cascading about setting my heart ablaze.. the intensity inflecting changes that will follow me from hours to years.. this outburst sends shock waves pulsating against my skin with a magnitude that sears and shapes the core of my soul..
binding unchanging as natural as can be covering outer layers this hide is what I need.. holding molding loving me free.. wrapping me tight tough yet flexible your love - my delight.. protective my warrior you are my might.. no barriers between us heart to heart we connect skin to skin we have grown flesh to flesh mine to behold no other skin I’d rather know..
endless possibilities swirling through my head words are storming shaping and forming new beginnings.. choosing picking which words are sticking.. chapter after chapter I am renewed not afraid feeling brave Turn the page feel the rage slip slip slipping away.. loving words are here to stay what a story in all its’ glory Binding holding meant to last never a victim of ones’ past..
mixed in the madness made a perfect mess Odorless Tasteless who could have guessed.. blinded happily I couldn’t taste death.. following your footsteps thought I passed the test.. the sun was shining brightly calling me through and through yet the dark cold was coming somehow I never knew.. falling deeper and deeper despair has had its’ way I do not fear the reaper I know he’s here to stay.. it’s life that cuts like a knife With all its’ strife.. I’ll see again feel again reveling as I’m whole death does not separate united is my goal..
truest love unseen weaves its’ way through ones’ mind piercing heart and soul a touch transcending time.. opening doors to unknown moments finding our way to unknown places a love that exists in space beautiful memorable so unique it needs no face..
surrender to the sweetness covered in the goodness Give yourself to me In the beauty of love.. let’s fly above letting go of all we know hearts syncing spirits singing a melody that fills the soul.. we are rare lets care with reckless abandon all restraints have been let loose set us free It’s what we choose..
Rain.. pure, gentle, pelting, cascading from the sky covering the earth with rebirth.. cleansing the hurt drowning out pain my heart gains insight yet scars remain cut so deep diseased with change..
made you a habit so it began a particular quality hard to win.. an involuntary addiction I end where you begin..
incurable malady - there is no win uproot our hearts and wash them clean.. catch my disease before we cease..
Cluttered Buried lost in the shuffle deeper & deeper into the shadows you fall… confusion abounds all your madness your sadness rallying around… don’t fear the inevitable don’t fear the dark your secrets and scars they are who you are… soul wrenching and beautiful you’re never alone your worth is revealed your essence renewed… hold those moments closely as you’re opened up wide… Inescapable shadows define us all stay in the light so they shine bright… shed the skin the baggage you’re in as pure beauty is discovered watch your shadow rise to an inevitable end..
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