haunted
anguished
empty without you
heart beats slower
feet stuck in place
sinking lower
looking for your face..
want you so bad
hard to believe
frozen in time
in this space
looking for moments that make you mine..
I’m here to stay
won’t let you go away
though the earth swallowed all that remained
scared you’ll forget about me
don’t let me be erased
trying to embrace a world
without we
because you’ve been set free..
so far away
yet so close
never quite sure what I miss most..
all of you I suppose
wrapping my mind heart and soul
being lost in you was not a goal..
the stars aligned as if it was foretold
there would be no decision on my part to make
heart was shaken
jolted awake..
alive revived
I walk through this world..
enlightened emboldened
I open the door
leaving everything on the floor
heart is full
and yet again
you always leave me wanting more..
yearning
insides churning
giving it my all
the fruit of my body
for the sins of my soul
grasping for ways to make myself whole..
reeling
spinning
dizzy in the winning..
a change has begun
sitting me still as light takes its’ run..
Thirsting for knowledge
can’t do me harm
open to learning
rewriting the wrong..
Unbound
Unchained
set loose within me
is a new song..
it came blowing in
gently flowing all around
encircling me
Holding me
as I move about..
swaying to the wind that draws me in
caressing me with care
walking beside me
as I feel your stare..
you’re in the moments that pass through my day
I feel you in the leaves that blow my way..
seasons come
seasons go
reaching out
you are always in the flow..
lingering
untouchable
living across the sea
yet your love catches me
setting me free
to the summer wind..
flirting with yesterdays moments
setting me free to fly
bygones refusing to die
not wanting to relinquish the memories
not even willing to try..
wrapping my mind tight
living within the sphere of that light
shaping and honing the thoughts
that are owning
the life I believed was mine
a treasure chest of delight..
pressing pause for a little while
traipsing through the streets we owned
feeling
revealing
what could only be ours
healing sealing
that magical wonder
of days gone by..
sitting me still
lost in your quiet..
love that’s so real
nothing’s required..
come as you are
there’s beauty in all..
sunrise brilliance
you shine without trying
pulling my heart strings
saved me from dying..
enamored enlightened
my eyes see the truth
the veils been lifted
loosening the roots..
take hold of my hand
we’ll merge into one
sunset beauty
magnificent allure
no longer in darkness
no longer alone..
giving way to the night
shining so bright..
endless possibilities
swirling through my head
words are storming
shaping and forming
new beginnings..
choosing
picking
which words are sticking..
chapter after chapter
I am renewed
not afraid
feeling brave
Turn the page
feel the rage
slip slip slipping away..
loving words are here to stay
what a story in all its’ glory
Binding
holding meant to last
never a victim of ones’ past..
unobtainable..
undeniable..
tailspinning into the abyss of you..
haven’t a clue if it’s dark or if it’s light
unwilling to give up the fight
wreaking havoc
senses filled with delight..
mind on alert
visions I see of sweet dessert..
beauty to my heart
wherever you go
whatever you do
I’m lit by you..
covering it well
burning within
our flame spreads like wildfire
out of control
on and on we go
ignited explosive
our love is alive
there is no quenching this manic drive..
screaming
whispering
all of it demeaning..
believing
the louder you talk
the more you share
no one can hear
no one cares..
quiet your mind
silence your mouth
listen for once
without a shout
walk away from all the doubt..
wishing you
fearing you
nightmare to be had
laughter through the tears
takes away the sad..
my mind has been eclipsed
changing with the seasons
never hating - no regrets
not looking for the reasons..
you make my heart spin
not sure where to begin
contemplating you
feels like a win..
crash-landing knowingly
while my thoughts run askew
i like you
i like you
i do..
doubt and wonder trying to creep in
walk with me, talk with me
tripping me up
skinning my knees
with the ease of you..
time passes unaware
side by side we haven’t a care
free falling into you
do i dare..
my footing is uncertain where you stand
i look around
like what I see
here we are - no one else..
walk with me
set me free to these
thoughts going through my head..
i can tell that we are gonna be friends…
lamarrwenrich 