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Beauty & Chaos

Published October 8, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

gentle words, harsh ones

loud words, quiet ones

all telling us something..

they are golden moments

Rare, precious and fleeting..

changing us – enlightening us –

parts of each one

making a whole..

freeing, growing and all knowing

we won’t walk this way again..

are you present

or just there..

really seeing and aware of all the love and care

that fill the atmosphere..

It is that air that fills our lungs with love, joy and despair..

I choose to care

I’ll let your chaos be my beauty..

The shallow..

Published September 30, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

In the shallow now

far from the top

The crash & burn don’t churn my insides much anymore..

I have let go

discovering so much more than I thought I could know..

braved it out

walked it through coming back to what i knew..

I love the past and its’ aftermath

I thrive in the now

I strive for tomorrow

as i borrow the hope for all we dream of..

The light of that hope shutters the beat of my heart

Fluttering my eyes and keeping me afloat..

there is no sinking

there is no fear

for only you

fill my atmosphere..

broken bones

Published September 19, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

Raining in my heart

A cleansing of the old..

Renewing of a start

A beacon of hope has begun exactly where I stand..

it’s not in the big things

Nor the mountain tops high..

It’s the steady and

The slow in the things we don’t know..

the moments in between

The quiet unseen..

where the bones are scattered

The feet are crushed

And all the craziness is silenced and hushed..

The bones come together as the rain gently flows..

reshaping and transforming hope as it grows

I welcome the broken,

the scars and the pain-

my heart keeps growing

it’s never in vain..

Shadow dance..

Published September 11, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

I inherited your shadow..

The over lay

Of you was all I knew..

A reflected image of your love shone through

guiding the way..

each footstep pushing me on

making me strong

The hurried ones, the slow ones, the skipping ones, the stalled ones..

a shadow of love that covered me well..

I was brave enough to follow along

l will shadow dance with you into obscurity..

You are the hand that holds the pen to that far away land

our hearts dictating the plans..

Sweet death..

Published August 20, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

stretched so tight I no longer feel..

the impenetrable wall

The divide growing

as our hearts are sowing new paths..

Opposition to one another

Fighting for space in the canvas of your heart..

Until I say no more

no more to saying yes

Freeing myself to choose..

Only when I’m free

Can i keep the monsters at bay

The ones I can’t see that choke the air out of me..

I knew this day might come

though I knew you were my truth..

there’s no comfort in waiting for the last beat of our hearts

Let it die before that starts..

But mostly

I need you to look out and see

you will always be a part of me..

Best of me…

Published August 16, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

I want to drink the air

Live in the sunset

taste the water

emerge from it new

washed clean from all I’ve seen..

layer after layer I shed my skin

Looking for the freedom of where to begin

Only to find the same eyes pulling me back again..

What does it matter that I shed the outside gone-

my insides whirl round and round owning me strong..

I could choose to give in to all of my sins

Or reach out my hand to the one I know so well –

The best of me..

There you are standing tall

I exist because you chose to fall

Thank you for loving me through it all

Play Me..

Published August 12, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

our melody hit every note

fine tuning its’ way for the perfect pitch that became you & I..

you sing through me

Vibrating my heart strings

until they hum a love so sweet

I hear it in my heartbeat

traipsing through my veins

wafting throughout my being

humming your way to my heart until it became our home

our love is like a soldier

standing strong

Loyal to us – it rights all wrongs

I learned a love song

my heart will never be empty

for your melody always plays softly throughout me..