haunted anguished empty without you heart beats slower feet stuck in place sinking lower looking for your face.. want you so bad hard to believe frozen in time in this space looking for moments that make you mine.. I’m here to stay won’t let you go away though the earth swallowed all that remained scared you’ll forget about me don’t let me be erased trying to embrace a world without we because you’ve been set free..
so far away yet so close never quite sure what I miss most.. all of you I suppose wrapping my mind heart and soul being lost in you was not a goal.. the stars aligned as if it was foretold there would be no decision on my part to make heart was shaken jolted awake.. alive revived I walk through this world.. enlightened emboldened I open the door leaving everything on the floor heart is full and yet again you always leave me wanting more..
yearning insides churning giving it my all the fruit of my body for the sins of my soul grasping for ways to make myself whole.. reeling spinning dizzy in the winning.. a change has begun sitting me still as light takes its’ run.. Thirsting for knowledge can’t do me harm open to learning rewriting the wrong.. Unbound Unchained set loose within me is a new song..
it came blowing in gently flowing all around encircling me Holding me as I move about.. swaying to the wind that draws me in caressing me with care walking beside me as I feel your stare.. you’re in the moments that pass through my day I feel you in the leaves that blow my way.. seasons come seasons go reaching out you are always in the flow.. lingering untouchable living across the sea yet your love catches me setting me free to the summer wind..
flirting with yesterdays moments setting me free to fly bygones refusing to die not wanting to relinquish the memories not even willing to try.. wrapping my mind tight living within the sphere of that light shaping and honing the thoughts that are owning the life I believed was mine a treasure chest of delight.. pressing pause for a little while traipsing through the streets we owned feeling revealing what could only be ours healing sealing that magical wonder of days gone by..
sitting me still lost in your quiet.. love that’s so real nothing’s required.. come as you are there’s beauty in all.. sunrise brilliance you shine without trying pulling my heart strings saved me from dying.. enamored enlightened my eyes see the truth the veils been lifted loosening the roots.. take hold of my hand we’ll merge into one sunset beauty magnificent allure no longer in darkness no longer alone.. giving way to the night shining so bright..
endless possibilities swirling through my head words are storming shaping and forming new beginnings.. choosing picking which words are sticking.. chapter after chapter I am renewed not afraid feeling brave Turn the page feel the rage slip slip slipping away.. loving words are here to stay what a story in all its’ glory Binding holding meant to last never a victim of ones’ past..
unobtainable.. undeniable.. tailspinning into the abyss of you.. haven’t a clue if it’s dark or if it’s light unwilling to give up the fight wreaking havoc senses filled with delight.. mind on alert visions I see of sweet dessert.. beauty to my heart wherever you go whatever you do I’m lit by you.. covering it well burning within our flame spreads like wildfire out of control on and on we go ignited explosive our love is alive there is no quenching this manic drive..
screaming whispering all of it demeaning.. believing the louder you talk the more you share no one can hear no one cares.. quiet your mind silence your mouth listen for once without a shout walk away from all the doubt.. wishing you fearing you nightmare to be had laughter through the tears takes away the sad.. my mind has been eclipsed changing with the seasons never hating - no regrets not looking for the reasons..
you make my heart spin not sure where to begin contemplating you feels like a win.. crash-landing knowingly while my thoughts run askew i like you i like you i do.. doubt and wonder trying to creep in walk with me, talk with me tripping me up skinning my knees with the ease of you.. time passes unaware side by side we haven’t a care free falling into you do i dare.. my footing is uncertain where you stand i look around like what I see here we are - no one else.. walk with me set me free to these thoughts going through my head.. i can tell that we are gonna be friends…