dreams

All posts tagged dreams

Dopamine

Published July 19, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

straight to my heart

electrifying love

you own my brain in all that remains..

I’m up

I’m down with you around

chemically addicted

I hit the ground..

my euphoria

my bliss

afraid to let go..

what will I miss

will I sleep walk through this

all things in strife..

I’ll take the pain

All things to gain

when it leads to the one where my heart remains..

Not as we are..

Published June 26, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

Drunk on you

Obliterated clean

higher than high till Im wiped out of sight

I see things as I am

Not as we are..

seeing without eyes

you have delivered me whole

The absence of guilt doesn’t free you

from stealing my soul..

done it

did it

you’ve stolen my past

it’s not who I am

I’m only a mask..

Beware what you dream

your wishes aren’t what they seem..

Fond of my walls

How far will we fall..

won’t you tell me now

all the things you fear

I’m ready to hear..

Hands around my throat

hold me tight

a sliver of me you break

I’ll hold you dear

let me be clear

I’ll be your best nightmare..

Reverie

Published May 22, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

lost in ones delight

Turn down the noise

Turn down the light

Take me back to the good ole days..

Where ways made sense

A daydream wasn’t a trance

Your vision had reason-not just a hallucination..

an impractical idea

A fanciful thought

Was what one sought..

take me to the past

where the good things last

paint me a picture of long ago

days of yore once more..

Unstuck

Published April 6, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

dare to be different

changing our hold

bold in what we know

the older we grow

wisdom is ours

Ours to behold..

bend like a willow

strong like an oak

Life will be peaceful

as we lighten our yoke..

You leveled the play

in that way of yours

jumbled my heart

got me to stay..

Door is wide open

Hinges remain

Haunt me please

Leave your stain

Distinct and different

I’ll not be the same..

Season change..

Published December 27, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

winter comes

winter goes..

Changes happening down below

as the sun is grooming

Flowers blooming

yet fear remains

It is looming..

the warmth abounds

not in this room

the chill alone blooms and grows..

deeply seeded you is all it knows

covering me in a frigid cold..

Lying here thinking

I wish for change

No longer willing to remain chained..

so much love – you’re here and there

The warmth is spreading through all I’ve dreaded

Memories thawing the icy chill..

embracing the new

as the cold brews into spring

coming with it new moments of you..

No longer focused on where I’ve been or what remains

my look is up

I’m feeling change

one step forward

Is how I’ll grow

captivated for us

Lost in the know..

Lego heart..

Published July 8, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

The heart breaks just a little.. the love runs deeper still

certain this chasm cannot be real..

I think I love you better now than all the years before..

Tattooed on my heart is

Intense, wonderful you..

every twist, every turn

I know you inside out..

I’ll trade my heart in exchange for yours- building each time –

a fresh new start..

my sweet imagination is what I choose

It somehow chases away the blues..

everything seems worse in black & white –

I’m gonna pick up the pieces and color them in

and when things go wrong – I’ll color again..

We’ll build and we’ll fall

but we will stand tall

This lego heart refuses to give in to it all..

Create with me – build with me a colorful home

and the pieces of our lego heart will have strong bones..

The heart breaks just a little – our colors run deep

We’re as bright as the sun

And dark as the night..

we are beauty expressed in our lover’s delight

Piece by piece

Our heart will take flight..

I’ll never forget…

Published June 8, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

sorrow..

despair, grief

Melancholy woes,

such sadness has invaded my soul..

I cannot see through it

I’m no longer whole

I am numb

my mind has come undone..

I no longer feel

it’s all so unreal..

someone wake me

Shake me from this grief that has caused me to lose myself..

feet moving, arms hugging,

eyes wearily watching life that somehow keeps living..

sounds I don’t recognize escaping my mouth..

It is in the real – the now

So afraid of forgetting you

and somehow so afraid I’ll never be able to let you go..

Words we spoke

Plans we made..

a bonding of our hearts

words filling me with hope..

I’ll continue to dream

I’ll never let them die

I’ll release them to the sky..

realizing

I can love you and still say goodbye..

Snapshots

Published May 20, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

snapshots of my heart..

a growing collage of us created from the start..

we grew like a pixel – multiplying over and over until the image of our love covered us whole..

Reel by reel

You play me..

unaware how you slay me..

3D explosions in my heart right from the start..

Can’t escape the moonlight of your eyes

Your reflection is everywhere

You burn bright within

I’ll give in

I’ll step out of the darkness and let you light the way..

we may be amateurs at this

but the impression you left on my heart snapshot me back to life

we have created quite a collection of where we’ve been and what’s to be..

I’m so glad to be part of this story..

Immortal Us

Published March 19, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

Selective thoughts

forget me not..

memory loss – if it isn’t you and I carrying the cross

the gap too wide to fill – my life silently still..

We sit between chaos and peace

a rare gift are the

moments we share to keep

the chaos spreading us here & there

Splitting us into pieces we can’t bear..

Yet the peace we share is beyond compare..

There is a deficit in my heart – one that shortchanges me if we are too far apart

you alone are my home..

Some share love that reads like a poem-

then there are those that play out like an episode

while others could fill a chapter..

Ours would be a book that continues through the ages

criss crossing all the stages as it gauges the wonder of us..

maybe I’m biased -maybe I’m skewed

But the chant of my heart determines the slant

There’s good, there’s bad and much to be had

But only the good remains..