screaming 
whispering 
all of it demeaning..
believing 
the louder you talk
the more you share
no one can hear
no one cares..
quiet your mind
silence your mouth 
listen for once 
without a shout
walk away from all the doubt..
wishing you 
fearing you 
nightmare to be had
laughter through the tears
takes away the sad..
my mind has been eclipsed 
changing with the seasons 
never hating - no regrets 
not looking for the reasons..