All the dreams inside her broke..
Crushed
Too big to be true
She deemed herself not worthy.. She was not to be one of those people..
What people exactly – she questioned over and over..
You know- she answered- the ones that walk through life with all the answers.. the seemingly perfect ones..
Silence loomed as she waited answers on life.. The white noise scared her knowing she had no clue what she was waiting for..longing for or seeking.. The journey seemed overwhelming.. There were no written instructions or guidelines just this big hole that kept sucking her in..
she couldn’t see what others saw, blinded by her shaded eyes nor could she hear the love that surrounded her, buried so deep in her own words of self-doubt.
Yet she was multitudes of beauty.. so much she gave to others by just being her..
deep within she shined and it poured out everywhere on everyone..
Berating herself for being fickle and fearful she looked inward and heard her heart dying..
finding it treacherous that she didn’t respect herself
She set out to change that..
no longer would she wait for some miracle to happen
It struck her that the miracle was hers to create any way she wished.. With a clean slate and opened mind she was willing to embrace the complexity of the unknown..
she would strive to know herself
No longer willing to be what she thought she should be
She was ready to let her own story be written
embracing the chaos with excitement
she walked away from all the questions and found her exclamation point to life..