stop the train – but don’t..

home again..
where is it
when everything changes..
moments evaporate 
loved ones following 
dissipating into thin air
undoing my sure footing ..
can I take it back 
rewind time
set my foot back behind..
is it real 
can time stand still..
Or wishful dreaming 
holding so tight to the seams 
as it all seeps through the tears
of life as it wears on you..
let the wheels keep turning 
while all i know is burning 
setting new ground
where my heart can take root 
and there I'll be found..