Beautiful trauma

what have we done..

How do we stop what has begun..

So bright on fire is our love..

So high on life we live above..

The highest highs lifting us up

Until our cup overflows with the sweetest of love..

something dark has taken control

sorrow has invaded into our soul

overshadowing the light we know..

I’m lost and rambling as I roam-

crying out is my love, as it desperately seeks to bring you home..

Desolate and all alone..

My heart soars and shatters simultaneously

certain I’ll find you –

yet, sure I’m on my own

With no place to call home..

deprived – abandoned

we are now dead..

I hope to survive with you in my head..

I’ve lost my way
Such sorrow.. like I’ve never known..
no Goodness rightness or kindness on this path
Only madness
Was I right to set you free
No.. says my soul
It hasn’t let you go..
This despair suffocating me.. deeper & deeper it goes..
Choking me out
Why did i listen
Hurts to know I caused such agony
No one sees through my eyes as i do
And oh how clearly I see
I needed you then
I need you now
It brings me to my knees..
On my own
and So alone
Let me fall back into you
Let’s start anew
I’ll erase the hurt for both me&you
All I need is your hand in mine
I’ll slip back in
Love you up
Skin on skin deep within
Soft and warm
Let me in
Find me back to you