It is so wonderful
It has to be perfect
Sweetest thing she’s ever known
Wanting to know more
Curiosity growing
Needing to know more
Making her crazy
What is she looking for..
Bits&pieces of you
So alive
She remembers
That feeling of love – she can’t let go..
She can be all you want
All you need
Sweetest dream you’ll ever know
Stay long enough
You won’t let go..
She wishes many things for you
Her love will always want to see all things good for him
She wants it all
Willing to take the chance
Sometimes it seems so impossible
Such a sweet beautiful dream they are
still can’t believe their worlds collided
can’t believe how fast
How hard and how completely deeply She has fallen for him..
In the quiet
The silence
Her thoughts can be loud at times and She can’t stop the tears
wondering and wondering
smiling & giggling too..
A vast mix of wonderful scary emotions –
She Doesn’t know why about anything but
She certainly is beyond words happy She ran into him in life again
All intertwined and meshed together
No longer sure where it starts or where it ends..
Moments of pure happiness&joy
Found Living in the moment..
Like a switch
Moments of total fear&despair
As she slowly fades away..
All Gone in an instant
Heartbreaking to wake up..
Harder still
realizing it’s only the beginning of the end
Is she shutting down?
Is it real?
Not sure..
Is she all gone&forgotten
No memories?
As if it never was
No..
Sweet Glimpses remain..
Nothing is lost forever
Even as it decays
Falling apart
The fascination to keep her alive grows stronger
pushing her forward
Irrational Hope is awakened
living on in her
She fights fiercely
never to let the dark eclipse her light..
The walls absorb her strength
energy is slowly drained
As the very breath becomes shallow
And she succumbs to the numbness surrounding her..
good is meant to happen here
Peaceful melodies wafting through the air
Beautiful decor
Cozy couches chairs and fancy water bottles await you
Thought time and care putting this room together to help one relax through the moments
Worried eyes see through it
Battle of the mind is raging Quieting her fears
Resting in the confidence her mind knows
Inner strength continuing to grow her..
I wish many things
I wish to know what I don’t..
I dream many more..
What could be
What should be
What will be
Strangely sweet how you know what you know without really knowing..
Even stranger
How you invade my thoughts
Control my emotions
Live in my heart
Could I lose myself to just one kiss?..
Yet we don’t exist
What are we
Who are you
What am I
Vulnerable&lost is how I feel
I wish you would tell me..
Only what he lets them see
Is what they believe to be truth..
Or is it only that they choose to see what feels safe?..
Nothing is as it should be
How should it be exactly?..
He can’t let them down
Questions loom
Answers lost
Pressures build
His smile is tight
His eyes are dull
The shine lost in the turmoil of pretend
Yet He speaks the right words
His actions mirroring those of all things good
He can’t let truths be known he feels alone
He lets no one in as the day fades..
Charade continues
Yet Truth is blaring
No denying it..
It’s another day
Mask in place
His smile saying he’s fine
His eyes guarded
Much ground to cover
Many moments to live..
The sun is shining
As this hero steps into his shoes
And he wears them well..
All is good
So it seems..
Laughter chats and peaceful moments turning
Changing
As we get closer to the place we dread
It’s a lonely path
Heart racing as we step through the doors
Fighting fears as they start to suffocate
Muscles tense
Breath
Nightmares buried roar to life..
Quiet tears slipping out
Looking for warmth in
Cold Sterile spaces
Plastic smiles
Drowning out the sad words floating through the room
Shutting out lost faces of the Strangers all looking for hope..
Seconds are an eternity
waiting for good news only please..
Always waiting..
Always hoping..
From the very first glance
It was different
Eyes connected
jolted – as if hit by lightning
Felt by both through&through
something stirred deep within their soul
like they had known many moments together
Yet how could it be
These two strangers..
Desperate to connect but lost for words..
They kept walking
Further and further from one other’s lives..
Never to forget this moment
knowing something had changed within them..
Sweet moments lost
never to be..
They are the magic we lose sight of..
Watch..learn..feel
Talk with them
Hear what they say
Live in their moments
Their zeal for all things
Learn what you’ve forgotten
Feel their passion
It’s contagious..
Grateful&blessed&loved
So peaceful to realize I’m Wonderfully tired
And it is good
And every moment is worth reliving…
What if..
Gentler love was felt..
Kinder words toppled out..
Sweet smiles caught their eye..
open hearts surrounded them..
Warm arms embraced them..
What if..
They knew they were beautiful from the inside out regardless..
We shared our courage..
Taught hope..
Walked alongside them in the darkest moments
Never giving up..
Would they dare to live then
Believing it’s possible ?
Leaving behind despair fear anger self-hate suicide..
What if..
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