Doesn’t mean Goodbye..

Published September 6, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

You are me
I am you
How do I move on
Deep inside my bones you live
How can I move on
You’re more than just a name
A memory … Words
You are love
My love
In a moment it all changed
I cried out your name
Only Silence cried back
Not able to hear you
Feel you
untouchable you’ve become
Yet Your presence so alive in me
you are gone I must be reminded
A truth I wish to ignore
Life will not let me
Moments come and go without you
Life Happening all around me
In those moments I feel you gently slipping away
quietly
Helping set me free..
Kind unselfish love you are
Always were..
Fears & questions your love is releasing me from..
Your love quieting the chaos of my heart
Your love letting me go to live again..
love again
Another chance at life
So much I learned from you
Profound
I’m not losing you for a second time
You are still here
In my heart my mind my soul
Standing at the end of my life
We will always be ❤️

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Always Tomorrow.. not always 

Published September 4, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

  

They You I Them

We are all the same

Wanting needing searching yearning 

for kindness

A Gentle touch

Sweet gestures

Simple caring words

Filled by it..

Puts a smile on our face 

Just to know someone

Anyone remembers us

Thinks of us

Simply cares..

What has happened..

Why do we find this so hard to do..

Why do we stop doing things that matter..

Too busy

do it later 

tomorrow..

Whatever 

Is any reason good enough?

What are we fighting so hard for?

Always chasing life

Yet Letting it slip through our fingers..

Always after.. Later..

After is too late

Later never comes 

Don’t drown in regrets

Let’s live our lives gratefully&thankfully

There is no time like now..
  

Awakened 🌟

Published August 29, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

She closed her eyes
deeply inhaling..
Hearing the crashing of the waves
Tasting the salt in the air
Gentle breeze
Squawking seagulls
Lost in the aroma of her awakened senses
She sees it all..
sand shining from the reflection of the sun
Warmth to her worn mind
Lanky Legs stretched out
Tilted head
Gypsy hair all over the place
Her thoughts giving into the mood
A smile spreads across her face
There is time to feel now
The beauty of a cloudless sky
Hearing the squeals of laughing babes..
Feeling the rays soften as the sun set
Nurturing to her mind..
Senses alive fed stimulated..
She absorbs it all
living every moment completely..
Feeling inspired
In love with her life ❤️

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Battlefield

Published August 19, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

Can’t escape it
It follows
Alive within
Push Pull Push Pull..
Always battling
the mind&heart..
The heart wants what the heart wants
The mind knows what the mind knows
Who do you believe?..
Shouldn’t be afraid..
Shouldn’t be so unsure..
Not used to living there..
questioning things
life always lived in an open book kind of way
and happily..
This new chapter has changed it all up
Without order..
Where did it start
And
Is there an ending?
So many questions
Jagged thoughts
I don’t know what it all means..
I do know it doesn’t stop here
I do know how I choose to see it is a choice
I will choose to listen carefully
Hear The laughter
See the beauty
feel the peace
Live the hope
Smile at my fears
rendering them powerless
The battle is worth it***

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Want what you want But…

Published August 12, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

a work of love in progress
That’s what we are❤️
be good be kind be gentle love You
No one does it better
Searching yearning seeking
In every other place
Trying to fill that void
It will leave you empty Unsatisfied & unhappy
Blinding you from truths
Binding you up
Shutting out your own joys
Want what you want
But love what you have
Love who you are
Sets you Free to love others
Love just to love
Surrender to it
So much fun it is..
An unending journey
After all
It is always changing
Don’t miss out on your own life
It is full of Sweet surprises in the most unlikely places🌟

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EverGreen

Published August 12, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

I believe in him
His person
His words
His smile
As time moves on in its’ hurried way –
Time stands still when we share our thoughts – out loud or in our silent way
Always growing
Always talking
Always listening
I hear excitement love loyalty genuine interest in his words
Keeps me coming back for more
Wanting to know the stirrings of his heart moment by moment
Invested in what makes him tick love laugh
He lights up my day
Making my world a happy one
Something in his eyes makes me want to lose myself in him
Yep..
Our love began the day we met..
ForeverLove
EverGreen

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Loving Life🌟

Published August 9, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

Love laughter hugs & friendships feed my soul
Cherishing my people teaches me unconditional love
A stranger’s simple ‘hello’ puts a smile on my face
Unexplained moments of joy
Grow my heart
Unexpected gifts of compassion give me hope
Enjoying all that nature has to offer creates a grateful heart..
Never stop questioning seeking Chasing life..
The magic is in the adventure of it all🌟

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Quiet Strength

Published August 9, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

So quiet.. nothingness all around her
Lost for a moment
She slips
Void of words emotions thoughts
She feels it coming
And remembers to breathe
Choosing her thoughts with care
Knowing it becomes her..
It is within her – this she knows
she is strong
In spite of an Unpredictable life
Always moving
always changing
She finds It in the air she breathes
Her breath no longer shallow
Lungs yearning for life
The choice is hers
Always has been
Always will be
Opening her eyes
She sees
And All the stars couldn’t contain her now
It is real
No matter how far she falls
She can always get back up
Or How deep the wound
It will heal..
Her dreams didn’t vanish
Only faded..
She realizes God has many ways of fulfilling them
It’s okay knowing not what those ways are..
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Timeless Love❤️

Published July 22, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

Nothing can replace the tender moments of our history..
timeless love❤️
like the ocean
Deep beautiful endless
No end in sight
Not perfection
No such thing
But unconditional love respect
Best of friends
Acceptance of all idiosyncrasies
Open conversations
Hearing listening
Sharing
Fun times
goofy times hard times
sad times
Through it all
Always growing together
Such goodness loyalty and adoration..
I choose to live us each day
Much like a dream
Keeps me falling over&over

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Gift of Rain🌟

Published July 18, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

Roaring of thunder making itself known
Bringing all of nature to life
dogs uncertain of its’ sound and frightened
unaware of the beauty that follows thunder..
Overcast skies playing hide’n’seek with the sun
Happy chirping birds coming out to play enjoying what their world offers..
Carefree eating and flitting about..
Much to learn watching a bird..
Thunder rolls through space again
And ever so gently
Big rain drops fall from the skies to a very hungry earth..
Summer storms
Unexpected moments
So beautiful and full of life🌟

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