Love Trippin…

Published November 10, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

A high She can’t seem to come down from
Though heights frighten her..
So much unknown to wrestle with
Though Afraid -she keeps following what is Known
the only thing that matters..
Connected hearts living out what they know
What they feel
Moment by moment coloring in that elusive rainbow
in their own way
Their own time..
Each shade a different story
Each smile unearthing a special moment
Hundreds of them
telling a life story
One that could only belong to her&him he&she them..
Couldn’t do it Alone
No words left to speak
No words needed..
A canvas of his love
With all its’ messy wonders
is painted all over her heart..

Ignited Bones

Published November 6, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

day in day out
clock always moving
with much the same..
No better no worse really..
No man’s land
We can almost forget we exist there
Until we can’t
that ever-present familiar angst rolling over us again
We are grateful for these moments I tell myself..
yet waiting hoping
hungry and anxious for better days
Feels like no one is listening
The days are not miserable
Only hard..
Crushing to watch him bear it all
He aches to wake whole
We ache with him for him..
Watching him fight for
Yearn for normal life..
disruptive uncomfortable physically and emotionally..
While i watch helplessly
No saving no rescuing..
He goes it alone moment by moment in his mind..
Never really alone
Love fuels his weary bones
While he searches for energy to do more than survive..
Without flinching
Even in the thick Of crazy
Though he trips
Arms of love grab him
Right back up he goes
moving forward
Refusing the dark
never giving up
Always believing
Always hoping
He finds his purpose in the moment
Falling back into life and loving what’s before him..

Out of the Dark

Published November 6, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

Always
Love them
Hold them close
This is what it’s all about
Moments in the soul..
Shared&treasured
Sought after cared for needed..
So worth giving
It all comes back
Seen & unseen
Spoken &Unspoken
It stays with them..
And for that moment
You changed their heart
Their mind their soul
Giving them all they didn’t know they needed..
You’ve strewn a light across their path
Who knows what tomorrow brings
Who cares
It’s happening now
Make it count
You’re in the Worthwhile moments
Maybe just maybe
they fight a little harder
Hanging on a little tighter
Shutting out doubts believing their worth
Letting go of fear
Feeling the magic in the fire
and the wonder in everything they see..

Hello😀

Published November 4, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

hello 😀 I’m very proud of my cousin.. His hard work dedication and never give up attitude ❤️

Check out the two links to his SoundCloud songs. They are free for all listeners. ENJOY

Burn It Down:

Let It Grow:

Vito Mazzei II

Loved Her Scars..

Published November 2, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

His love roared
Louder than her tears
Softening her fears
Drowning out the demons that clawed at her..
until they lost their grip on her heart..
Tattered no more
The beat of his heart
covering her
The breath of his love enveloping her
Healing her
Nourishing her soul..
filling her mind as she grasped her frailties and fears did not make up the sum of her..
little did she know they only added to the magic of her
A heart so real so raw
You could not help but love her..
He knew she only needed a glimpse of true love’s light..
A love so bright
It would vanish the hurts that buried her heart mind and soul
He chose to love her in ways she never knew
He loved her scars..
She chose to believe
The desires of her heart set free
never to walk it alone again..

Heartfelt ❤️

Published October 25, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

Never certain what the day will bring loving him
Like A song not easy to write
But the challenge so worth it..
The breakthrough tantalizing
Always Changing my moments
Many moods he is
Intense gentle passionate strong weak
Up down quiet loud
A storehouse of love..
A spark of magic in him
In his eyes his smile
his touch
Beckoning me always
These arms of mine always wanting him
My love always growing
Always changing
Full of wonder excitement disappointment
Happy tears sad tears
Joy&laughter
A journey of love&dreams
I’d walk through it again&again
with you

My Heart to Yours..

Published October 24, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

Could say goodbye a million different ways
A million different times
It’s only words..
Never is there a way to let go
Hole in my heart
Hangs on to our feelings..
Searching looking for that hope
A lifeline of any kind
Funny thing.. I’ll always be there
Wherever you are
Wherever you aren’t
Unsure if you’re ever coming back
Can’t stop the swelling of my eyes..
Is it possible to lose yourself to someone and not lose your way
Don’t know that it is..
Don’t know I want to be found
Lost in the magic of you
What a gift your love is was has been..
To yearn crave dream you
Thrills me hurts me fills me completes me..
Our love has always been
It will always be
The unknown
Covering the space that separates us❤️

YOU

Published October 15, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

She knew how to fall in love without trying
Like breathing air..
It was all around her
Traipsing about as it
Drew her in
Filling her with new life
As she opened up to it..
One moment after another
She absorbed him a little more
Each moment sweeter than the one before..
No more walls between them
Heart completely opened Soul Bared
Vulnerable safe exhilarated frightened
She broke all her rules for him
Something about it all
Making her want to stay..
for him she risked it all
Foolish? crazy?
Maybe..
All worth it..
Now what..
She feels the change
Knew it all along really
Said it could never be..
Storm is brewing
Chaotic heart
How Will she survive it?
Eyes wide open as they grew into a We..
Can she watch love die..
She’s not prepared to
Fall
He said he’d always catch her..
Haunted by Him
happy moments
The sweetest love
The saddest goodbye..
Hello
It will always be You

Let’s Walk Backwards

Published September 24, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

The one who never leaves my mind..
The one who has invaded my dreams my heart my moments..
The one who makes me crazy happy
And just plain ole crazy All my days
Walking side by side
Strong together
Weathering it all..
wishing you were right here
As always
Before life’s changes took over..
Let’s walk backwards
And get lost there
Is it possible..
I can feel you
the essence of you..
And I’m covered in your love..
grateful that memories allow me to live one moment at a time any way i want..
forever grateful for you ❤️

I Got You Babe❤️

Published September 12, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

So it begins..
words so harsh her mind throws them out..
drowning out his voice
The finality of it all..
“Two to three days is what i give him” he says..
What ?
What does that mean exactly?
Such cruel words
It won’t register
Confusion lines her face
Two three what?
Till you fix him?
Till you give him back to me? Till he is no more?
No way can this be..
He’s her lifetime
He’s her person
He’s her ‘I got you babe’
To grow old with and share grandbabes together..
So many more moments to come
To share
To live and laugh together
We are not done
Her eyes beg scream shout plead
Crying silently
Saying all she can’t speak out loud..
Breathing in deeply
Holding back the hysteria
She Thinks of her girls
Drifting to happier moments..
Not yet she says
Not today..
She gathers her things
Unaware of her surroundings
Drs in and out
Beeping machines
Nurses IV’s meds
Murmurs of voices
Words unheard..
Seeking escape
She drives away..
Curled up in their bed she is safe
Relaxing she starts to dream
Peace covering her as she feels his love..
hugging his pillow
she smiles
as tears fall gently into the night..