so far away
yet so close
never quite sure what I miss most..
all of you I suppose
wrapping my mind heart and soul
being lost in you was not a goal..
the stars aligned as if it was foretold
there would be no decision on my part to make
heart was shaken
jolted awake..
alive revived
I walk through this world..
enlightened emboldened
I open the door
leaving everything on the floor
heart is full
and yet again
you always leave me wanting more..
flying
or stuck
this gilded cage of mine..
breathing or suffocating
the walls are closing in..
lost myself along the way
do I have to stay..
everything I ever knew
came from you..
I feel the air beneath my feet
rattling my bones
breaking it down
building it up
I see the door
the way out..
listen to my shout
flutter your wings
let’s change the scene..
free in love
Or owned by it..
lost or found..
either way –
bound..
the power of you is invisible to all
except to me..
the silent strength it possesses
Owns my heart mind and soul..
the shrill of it should be visible for all to hear
loud and clear..
Is love alive
Does it ever die?
Why not let it be..
bury me knee deep
In the beauty of we..
completely lost
I am set free
To the possessor of my being..
Your mind
my thoughts
It mattered not..
the essence of you and i weaved a soul of love unknown..
the joy boundless
sealing us tight..
It won’t matter what is written or the
words spoken out loud but never given..
we lived it freely
We lived it real
until time stood still..
I couldn’t stay, I can’t pretend
My heart went silent..
I lost my way when I couldn’t feel the beating of my mainstay..
So now I lay me down to sleep
for my soul needs yours in order to keep..
I hope they know
I pray they see
Though life’s unfair
we’ll find our way in every sphere..
Did I exist with you in another time
spending moments of wonder
Lost in the passions of our minds
consumed with the feel of one another
intermingling body mind soul
It’s much more than love that absorbs my being
It’s Deeper.. cutting through me
each sensation a wound
exhilaratingly painful
releasing you more & more into my core
Until I exist no more
I’ve become you
I’m opened
exposed bare naked vulnerable..
It is unsettling destabilizing ungrounding
I wish to remain so
Enticing.. Wanting only us
Hungry for more of you
insatiable
Such a feeling without words
I sense you in everything
Everywhere
I taste you
I see you without image
I touch you without touch
the essence of you inhabiting me
I am done
Back to where it all begun..
lamarrwenrich 