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CRUMBS..

Published February 14, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Crumbling
Grasping onto the pieces of us
as the crevice widens
memories seep through as I hang onto each morsel of love breaking away
We slip to the ground splattering everywhere..
I want to keep you
Down on my knees
collecting the portions
Love isn’t done with us
we are just fragmented
scraps of love here & there..
I sit alone in the middle of it all
My heart yearning
Uncertain of it all
Feeling it in my heart
Feeling it in my soul
When it’s sad it is so sad..
so empty
somehow my words are silent to you
The sting of silence crumbling my heart
as they echo off the walls and disintegrate back into me..
But when it’s right
it is so right
I’ll stand in the gap
I’ll carry the burden
My hands cupped
Reaching out
catching all the crumbs..
Until we are whole again

 

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Icicles

Published February 3, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

My love filled you
Soothed you held you
But so quickly you would forget
Kisses hugs gentle words sad words
begging pleading crying
Trying to love the violence out of you..
You said over and over
It is done – last time
Love is it
All we need
It was the master plan to healing all things..
all things but you
Oh how I wanted to believe
You’ve wrung me dry
Hung me out and watched me die
Each hurt hitting so hard
So forceful – I couldn’t get up..
This is the day
You’re on your own
What will you do without your punching bag
Icicles now fall from my eyes
My love turning cold turning to hate..
Take a look inside of me now
Where is she
That girl who gave you her heart
With a love so pure
It rocked your world
You won’t leave her be
Can’t set her free
You just didn’t see
The congealing of her heart

 

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Splintered

Published February 3, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Your eyes say it all..
So beautiful I am they whisper
Beauty that runs deeper than the skin – a reflection of your love
Your mouth speaks of such adoration
Your touch full of affection
Oh how I miss you..
Bubbling over with love
feeling the essence of you..
It fills me up
breaks me down..
My heart has split without breaking
Something so beautiful hurting so much
I need you to know
I live those moments with you over&over again
Wherever you are
I’ll yearn for you all my days
Your love flowing through my bones
filling in my fissures..
You make me whole in my brokenness..

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