so painful it’s dangerous 
the wound is poison 
absorbing my heart..
lingering on
black clouds shadowing me 
Insidious hands boxing me in
falling apart 
broken
truths that shatter my heart..
bruised skin 
battered mind
you won’t win
standing at the edge of the abyss
it’s you I miss..
Bittersweet 
I feel you 
I hear you 
I taste you..
starting to live again 
there you are 
in the middle of the day 
in the middle of the night 
letting me know it’ll be alright..
no more sorrow 
no regrets 
letting go
death has lost its’ sting 
my heart will sing..