All posts for the month March, 2016

And then he saw her..

Published March 13, 2016 by lamarrwenrich


Entranced..                                                                      It felt like the rays of sunlight filtering through the mountaintops
Glittering as cascades of emeralds on fire
Colors without description
showcasing their beauty..
yet it paled in comparison to the vision that stood before him..
He trembled with fascination at the stirrings of his heart that she brought about..
Not just rumblings but roaring
A magnetic energy she exuded..
A beautiful soul stood before him..
A rare treasure
He knew not what to do..
For to do nothing would be everything..
So he let the natural bleeding take its’ course as the tears flowed..




Published March 12, 2016 by lamarrwenrich


I carry the secrets of it all
I know everything and nothing not just immersed in life
I am consuming it
Free enough to choose to be
open enough to be free
Much more than dreaming life
I’m living the moments
the love the hate the good the bad the happy the sad
keeping me alive and fully awake
accepting of what it brings
I won’t miss out sleep walking through life
Skin in the game
Noting myself
learning from me
I find it to be quite the teacher..
so many mistakes so many lessons
Growing me changing me
Raising me up
Be smarter be better be open
Don’t try so hard
don’t want so much
Pure want wears you down
Live in the feeling where you never want it to end
Knowing it always will..



Intuitive Knowing

Published March 11, 2016 by lamarrwenrich


Did I exist with you in another time
spending moments of wonder
Lost in the passions of our minds
consumed with the feel of one another
intermingling body mind soul
It’s much more than love that absorbs my being
It’s Deeper.. cutting through me
each sensation a wound
exhilaratingly painful
releasing you more & more into my core
Until I exist no more
I’ve become you
I’m opened
exposed bare naked vulnerable..
It is unsettling destabilizing ungrounding
I wish to remain so
Enticing.. Wanting only us
Hungry for more of you
Such a feeling without words
I sense you in everything
I taste you
I see you without image
I touch you without touch
the essence of you inhabiting me
I am done
Back to where it all begun..



Pour It Out

Published March 9, 2016 by lamarrwenrich


We all got something..
it’s hidden inside
or hanging out on display
Loud or quiet
we are all the same
Let’s own up to it
Stop hating
Let’s walk in love and cover one another
Let it flow from you
Pour it out
Self absorption buries us
Oppressing us
Shed the layers
Let’s walk naked
Your frame will be made whole
Break free with me
The common denominator is me
it’s you it’s us it’s we
Turn around and let’s love from the inside out..


Darkness to Light

Published March 8, 2016 by lamarrwenrich


I’ll shine on you like the sun
lighting up the dark
Roll away that stony heart
I’ll give you flesh
It’s only a wound
not fatal
Let my words penetrate your lifeless form
This is a love beyond pretty and perfect
it’s where heaven&earth meet..
turn away
You’re walking in despair
Your Mind shattered
in chasms..
This is me down on my knees
Aching willing wanting to pull you out of that foolishness that owns you
Draw out your soul
Make you whole..
Draw out your light in this darkness
Fall with me
Let’s spend ourselves in love



Published March 6, 2016 by lamarrwenrich


I’ve lost my way
Such sorrow.. like I’ve never known..
no Goodness rightness or kindness on this path
Only madness
Was I right to set you free
No.. says my soul
It hasn’t let you go..
This despair suffocating me.. deeper & deeper it goes..
Choking me out
Why did i listen
Hurts to know I caused such agony
No one sees through my eyes as i do
And oh how clearly I see
I needed you then
I need you now
It brings me to my knees..
On my own
and So alone
Let me fall back into you
Let’s start anew
I’ll erase the hurt for both me&you
All I need is your hand in mine
I’ll slip back in
Love you up
Skin on skin deep within
Soft and warm
Let me in
Find me back to you


The absence of You

Published March 4, 2016 by lamarrwenrich


Can I love what I don’t know
want what I don’t need
yearn for the touch I’ve never felt
I ache for your presence
missing you so..
I hear our conversations that haven’t taken place
feel the warmth that awaits us
In this cold space
Is this crazy ?
Don’t want to be her
The one who says should have could have
But didn’t..
Join my crazy
There’s only one me who can set you free into this
wild unbridled passion of what can be
Let me breathe my life into you
Make you mine
This look of love is one of a kind..