looking out 
what remains 
feeling like it’s all in vain..
misty, unclear covered in haze 
my fingers tracing blindly  
as my glazed eyes strain 
looking searching 
fixing my gaze..
out beyond the glare 
are dreams i want to share
do I dare stand up 
opening myself bare..
hoping, wishing, believing 
someone will be there..
can’t sit still any longer 
as the tears roll down my face 
I’ll embrace this new space 
allowing the moments to absorb
my fears..
barriers must fall
giving way to a new day 
I’m yielding, willing to give it my all..
Only then I can belong to me 
Completely free 
Glass breaking 
I am waking..