Theories..
scientific, romantic, outlandish –
All prolific in our minds..
daydreams that give color to my black & white world..
whimsical fantasies created in the hopes of ones’ playful wishes..
perhaps an obsession never a reality..
and then you appeared..
I lost my footing as fantasy and reality blurred..
you became the skin wrapped around my skeleton..
Plausible..
the muscle between my skin and bones changing me..
You are my theory..
Anything is possible..
a heart wrenching wail..
so visceral – I feel you cut to my core..
Just let go
What used to be doesn't count anymore..
I'll teach you how to do it new
I won't let you say goodbye
I won't watch you give up
You cry out silently –
eyes begging for help..
see what's before you..
I will be the she who holds out her hand
The anchor who won't let go..
Hear the scream of my heart
listen to the loudness of my animal cry for you..
I'm the beast who will fight your demons
until your mind is no longer weary,
Until your heart is beating on its' own
Until your legs find the strength & courage to carry you home
Because that is what love does..
rumbling
shaking
jumbling me to my core
not sure how it started
when it began
or where it will end
was there a hello
Is there a goodbye
is it from within
Where does it go..
are you just a dream
I have direction no more
I’m laying flat out on the floor
I’m going to love you a little bit more
Until i hear that quiet roar
Everything is spinning
all meshed together
Good slipping away,
bad gaining power,
happy & sad
all bleeding as one
Threatening to bury us in its’ mess
we are fading in&out..
Who will break the fall
for we will not shatter..
Though like broken sticks and broken stones turn to dust, so will our bones
we are still standing
not blowing in the wind yet
Not today..
Hold me tight
we will walk & fall united
Together as one
You’re my hero
I’m your weakness
We are the best of it all
Made from love
Here’s to you & me
and our hearts’ content…
the tighter I hold
The looser the grip..
slowly slipping away
Words sound the same
scenery looks the same
Smiling familiar faces
running circles in the same places
but the ground is shifting
Drifting.. can’t be stopped..
Airwaves are deadly
currents sucking me in slowly
until I’m giving into the pressure..
Being carried away involuntarily
thrown about aimlessly..
until I glide away
We will always be the unfinished story
the hope of lost moments
unspoken dreams
the taste of sweetness throughout me
it lifts me when I’m down
pushes me to go on
take my hand, let’s carry on
my mind renewed as the heart leads the way
writing what it knows
fascinated, captivated
the pen comes to life
etching out details to beautiful to share
real love is messy
it is blissful madness..
We are everything¬hing
the blank page will remain so
the ending always changing
as our story goes on & on..
thoughts steady as I go
Love without depth is weak
succumbing to the many distractions
running its’ course until it’s undone
without softness it
lacks a fragile tenderness leaving it hollow
the emptiness hardening as it covers up the hurts..
Be vigilant
It’s the little things
The unspoken thoughts showing through in actions.. that silent love – the most beautiful sound your heart has ever heard..
little things mean a lot more in love..
A connection, a bond
The smallest of ties..
A story behind every story
A reason, a why
for the smile
for the pain
An overlapping of the unknown
A string that draws us in
making all of us a part of the other
Our ups, our downs
our triumphs, our losses..
so simple, so complex
so wonderful, so not
with everything in between..
Let the strings that connect our thoughts & our hearts
create a link so strong that our differences will fade
And love will be the reason and the why
of a you and an I..
Somewhere in my brokenness I’m whole
The brand new me wears a new coat of paint
Splashes of color filling the empty spaces
happy to never being the same
New shades of peace cover me and the rain will not wash it away
uncertainty is nothing to fear..
Nothing to explain as I step out onto this new plane waiting for the lines to join..
The many puzzle pieces that have become me
I’m intrigued
stepping strong i move on
courageous in the unknown
I can do this on my own
I see the shadow of your smile
Mesmerized..it lights my way and I like where it leads..
Distinct
Exceptional
Courageous in your uniqueness
You make me better
No pretense
Loving freely, honestly, completely
You’ve awoken a gentle rage within
It moves me
Wonder if you’ll ever understand
All I need is your hand
There is no bondage
No chains, no rules
Hope can be a weapon
Go ahead ‘n’ pull the trigger
It’s worth the fall
For I haven broken free
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