pure unfiltered emotions
ever so rare
once upon a time all mine to lay bare..
free to be me
lost in that space
one could say it's my favorite place..
just one day
what I would give
leave me to wonder around in it
and live..
the messes
the joy
the chaos so real
I'd run through each moment with unabandoned zeal..
walk away they say
couldn't leave with grace..
carved into my memory
moments ever so sacred
our special place ..
nothingness..
refuge from it all
the first sound of silence I've heard all day..
loud raging invisible sounds
banging round my heart to
my mind..
looking for ways to escape and unwind..
never certain what's real or a dream..
chaos - a life of its' own- is never quite what it seems..
what I seek can't be touched
won't be found going round and round..
it comes in whispers
when my heart settles down..
What I hear in the quiet calms down the riot..
grateful to walk through these moments
they're mine
time will do what time does as
i unwind...
eerily quiet
wasn't prepared for the sounds that dissipated
searching high and wide
for any familiarity
to keep me grounded
trying to remain true to myself..
what is truth ?
can it be found
when all that fills me are covered in lies ..
I will rise
not to be held down..
in this empty space I find myself
I hear my thoughts
I feel my emotions
the present moment never more clear
as I draw near to the silence I feared..
lamarrwenrich.com 