Given Freely

Published February 16, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Oh my ..

You touch my mind in ways that are unspeakable
I tingle
My thoughts racing..
You’ve crowded out the rest
Taken over the details of my senses
I tremble at the sound of you
You only have to speak my name
Making love to my mind
Intriguing
captivating all of me
As never before..
I am yours
Speak your words of love…                                                 I eagerly await your
expressions that cause my soul to quiver
I want you
I desire you
You are my intention
Unwrap me slowly
Gently
Bit by bit
I’ll never disappoint
delighting you in ways you have never known..
I give myself freely
a gift to behold
Sweet love that will take you home..

 

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Isolation

Published February 15, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Longing for..
needing to be filled
Created to be full
Desiring to be needed
an empty vacuum
Just waiting
Who can satisfy that
What can heal it..
No end in sight to close the pain
It’s a dangerous void to try and fill
Leave me be
You have before
You will again
I know
I put you out
Don’t you know I will throw you about
Satisfy me
It’s morning I’m happy
It’s noon I’m empty
I want To know I’m more than nothing
I need to know I’m something extraordinary to someone
Is any one person’s love enough
Can you cover me
Maybe
Maybe not
Am I choosing isolation..
No guessing what loneliness has cost me
Feels like everything
Void depleted
Exhausted
Pour it out
Replenish me with the
Love of you
set me free from me
and the loneliness will be gone
Until it’s not..

 

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Greatest of these..

Published February 14, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

There is love of many things..
We all need it seek it crave it
Searching for love in many ways
Desiring to be filled
But All things pale next to the human touch
It fills our heart
Frees our soul
makes us whole
The greatest love is made of us❤️

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CRUMBS..

Published February 14, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Crumbling
Grasping onto the pieces of us
as the crevice widens
memories seep through as I hang onto each morsel of love breaking away
We slip to the ground splattering everywhere..
I want to keep you
Down on my knees
collecting the portions
Love isn’t done with us
we are just fragmented
scraps of love here & there..
I sit alone in the middle of it all
My heart yearning
Uncertain of it all
Feeling it in my heart
Feeling it in my soul
When it’s sad it is so sad..
so empty
somehow my words are silent to you
The sting of silence crumbling my heart
as they echo off the walls and disintegrate back into me..
But when it’s right
it is so right
I’ll stand in the gap
I’ll carry the burden
My hands cupped
Reaching out
catching all the crumbs..
Until we are whole again

 

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Icicles

Published February 3, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

My love filled you
Soothed you held you
But so quickly you would forget
Kisses hugs gentle words sad words
begging pleading crying
Trying to love the violence out of you..
You said over and over
It is done – last time
Love is it
All we need
It was the master plan to healing all things..
all things but you
Oh how I wanted to believe
You’ve wrung me dry
Hung me out and watched me die
Each hurt hitting so hard
So forceful – I couldn’t get up..
This is the day
You’re on your own
What will you do without your punching bag
Icicles now fall from my eyes
My love turning cold turning to hate..
Take a look inside of me now
Where is she
That girl who gave you her heart
With a love so pure
It rocked your world
You won’t leave her be
Can’t set her free
You just didn’t see
The congealing of her heart

 

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Splintered

Published February 3, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Your eyes say it all..
So beautiful I am they whisper
Beauty that runs deeper than the skin – a reflection of your love
Your mouth speaks of such adoration
Your touch full of affection
Oh how I miss you..
Bubbling over with love
feeling the essence of you..
It fills me up
breaks me down..
My heart has split without breaking
Something so beautiful hurting so much
I need you to know
I live those moments with you over&over again
Wherever you are
I’ll yearn for you all my days
Your love flowing through my bones
filling in my fissures..
You make me whole in my brokenness..

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Fading..

Published January 26, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

nightfall
darkness closing in..
Her muscles twitch
Jittery and nervous
Desperate for this long awaited hour
Needing her world
Finally
The silent noises subside
Her mind relaxes
giving in to the dark..
She walks quickly to the bedroom
her torn dingy white gown trailing behind her
Collapsing on the bed inaudible sounds slip
from her throat..
Eyes closed she rises
as it all comes to life
She senses him
Feels him calling
As the closet door creaks open slowly
Anticipation is etched across her weary face
Nothing but dust particles float out in all directions
She gasps wondering where he’s been hiding
She reaches out tentatively
ever so gently
Somehow aware this is a fragile moment she dares not breathe
Ecstatic he’s joined her
She reaches out her hand
And knows he’s always been here
in all her dreams this is how she sees him..
He reaches back
He twirls her round and round drawing her close until she feels his breath upon her face..
Breathing in deeply she sighs..
A teardrop slips out
rolling down her cheek
smearing her dream
Her eyes flash open
wild with fear and pain
Her colorful dream fading..
giving way to black&white
No.. She moans..
Clutching his picture she curls up
How long till she sees his face again..
Darkness closing in on her
She fades to black

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SharpShooter

Published January 22, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 
Ricocheting so quietly
It is frighteningly loud
can’t hear my tears..
they are speaking words that shatter to the ground before they reach your ears..
Shrapnel
Shooting from those lips that were once so gentle
Words flying at me like daggers
Bulls eye..
Empty you say
Meaningless you say
but oh it hurts so..
deadly
Painful
each one deeper than the last
The Wounds are fatal
Can’t dodge the bullets anymore
Can’t stop the hemorrhaging
Hear the ripping
It’s my heart bleeding out
Can’t keep up with this walk of pain
Who told you your aim wasn’t deadly
That your words are harmless
They pierce so clean
So fine so deep
they slice right through
You’re burying me alive..

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