Im releasing you free
unearthing you from the ties that bind
though you don’t know you need to be
helping you see
giving you back you
You don’t need anyone to think for you anymore..
You are wonderfully, imperfectly made
The merry-go-round you live on is spiraling down
Jump off
Let it out
Let it go
change up the sorrow you wear so well –
with inside joy
Let it stretch your face with laughter and
Set you free from
Your cage..
your light will shine in..
Love..
full of raw emotion
and vulnerabilities..
beautiful, full of life
And terrifying in its’ unknown..
love beyond your sensibilities
immerse yourself into the moments
they are yours to live
To explore
Put your hand in the Flame
Let it set you on fire
exist in untempered love
Unmoderated..
Go as high as the flame will burn before it dies out..
That spark
will rekindle time after time
good or bad
Happy or sad
shred the moments
Devour them..
Love in itself is both intense and beautiful
Better to be skinned alive
than to never know
a love not lessened by anything..
I wished to live..
pleading, begging on my knees at times..
struggling for the good,
fighting for air,
my fight wild and everywhere..
aiming for high
for every low..
somehow You thought not
how could You know..
How can that be?
I gave it my all
No holds barred..
through the decimation of my heart and a raping of my soul I persevered..
yet somehow You see through eyes of old, of new, of past and present
Of things to be..
help my loves now
see through fresh eyes,
eyes of yours..
ones that see hope through despair,
ones that see light through dark,
Eyes that stay open
as mine close to rest..
I’m letting go now
For I believe
I once was lost but now I’m free..
The child in my heart will always rise above..
Seeking, hoping,
Knowing there is more to come..
the draw is unimaginable.. my heart & mind can’t reconcile the mystery of you..
It is wild
Beautiful in its’ unknown
Captivating without touch.. yet you know me inside out
You have this mysterious way of reading me,
changing me,
renewing me..
There is a pitch and cadence to you that causes thunder in my heart..
You have my attention
I will be patient
my time is yours..
nothing has nourished my soul like this
Nothing can compare..
The wounds are hemorrhaging..
the torture to great to bear.. the heart oozes with agony.. the ugly, the hurt, the groans and moans drowning her out..
no longer concealed within her psyche
there are gaping holes everywhere..
puncture wounds that bandages can not contain, as pieces of her are scattered about..
the stench of her rotting soul engulfs her
The suffocation causing her to run
She looks around blindly, unable to see through her shaded eyes..
gasping for air
desperate enough
She welcomes the thought of newness..
of being rescued from herself
for she has finally seen the light..
In a lightning quick descent of madness,
It began..
the storm clearing
sun appearing
and the noises changing..
nothing making sense
no right, no wrong
It just was..
Her mind incapable of stopping it – plans grew.. details formed all on their own –
so thorough – she was frightened..
A plethora of firsts..
her hands shaking as she placed them on the sides of her head – willing the thoughts to stop as they ran rampant..
A quiet hum that was ever present exploding into a loud crescendo..
That only her ears could hear
Only her mind could know
Only her heart felt
Others blind to it..
Welcoming the unknown
She feels a strength in the unity of her heart & mind..weakness falling to the wayside..
She will walk before the scorching sun and welcome the warmth as it shares its’ love with her..
Though the depth of despair lays bare your soul
There’s a beauty to your willingness to be broken
your openness to overcome is breathtaking
A mystery I’ll always try to understand
the warmth of your sun shines through
thawing the icy cold
I see the whole world in your eyes
your struggle giving you an inner strength
that is unexplainable
refusing to fall
You are a vessel of hope
Giving us strength
teaching us all monsters want the same thing:
destruction…
never let them take over
You are more than the despondency within
You are the light that guides me home
my imagination alive and well,
lingers on past the moments that fill my soul..
Tinkering about this quiet home and stepping around the sweet bodies sprawled about,
my thoughts race as I see the future before me and I hope, I wish, I pray for grace upon these innocents..
my humans..
such a gift; a purpose to love another soul in the most miraculous of ways
studying them in their slumber.. to watch the heart beat and know a beautiful life is within..
The dance of life can be loud, quiet, happy, sad, full and empty
But it's a beat worth moving to..
swaying to the rhythm
Keep shouting through life – your ears will love the sound of fighting for love
and your heart will live for it..
The curiosity of it all feeds my soul..
Everything is spinning
all meshed together
Good slipping away,
bad gaining power,
happy & sad
all bleeding as one
Threatening to bury us in its’ mess
we are fading in&out..
Who will break the fall
for we will not shatter..
Though like broken sticks and broken stones turn to dust, so will our bones
we are still standing
not blowing in the wind yet
Not today..
Hold me tight
we will walk & fall united
Together as one
You’re my hero
I’m your weakness
We are the best of it all
Made from love
Here’s to you & me
and our hearts’ content…
the tighter I hold
The looser the grip..
slowly slipping away
Words sound the same
scenery looks the same
Smiling familiar faces
running circles in the same places
but the ground is shifting
Drifting.. can’t be stopped..
Airwaves are deadly
currents sucking me in slowly
until I’m giving into the pressure..
Being carried away involuntarily
thrown about aimlessly..
until I glide away
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