Not a given..

Published February 11, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

The seconds that tick

dissipate unaware

giving way to the day

creating moments that are rare..

unparalleled – unequal-

unique to their own..

not a given but a

gifting

your time like fine wine..

Take it in slow

savor it as it goes..

for if you’re lucky enough to see the value

of the time that entwines you

to those all around you

then you’re free to know

There is no hold

There is no goal

There is no premium on the giving of your soul..

Feathers and Steel

Published February 6, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

For a moment

For a day

Show me the way..

bring me home to the place I wish to be..

I bleed every time I choose to lose..

my heart has quieted down

no longer wishing to drown..

last fight with my twin

the enemy within

not giving in

victory is my win..

The wrinkles on my soul have made me whole..

I’m strong, I’m weak

I’m right, I’m wrong

I’m all mixed up

But I belong..

Feathers or steel

why not both

They make me real..

lose to win..

Published January 26, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

love is a losing game

Defeat..

in ways that make you as it breaks you..

give in to the pain

It fills you with joy

with strength

So much to gain..

Shadows of your heart

Hit you in the darkest part

A noose around your neck

that grip will rip

till you feel no more..

trust it – walk through that door..

If I was a sculptor

I’d mold me into you

you into me

We’d be the best we could be

losing while we win to the best moments unknown

getting lost in the game with no name..

Stormy Whisper…

Published January 20, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

it’s quiet, it’s there

it’s all I hear..

Your whisper..

begins a storm

roaring like thunder through my core…

stealing my dreams

until you’re all I see

a chain around my soul

don’t set me free..

Feeling your breath touched without sound

you’ve set my heart into oblivion..

wild animal cries

drowning out what’s left of me

sinking to the depths below

places only we can go..

It’s rare, yet we dare..

Tread softly..

Published January 15, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

the pain, the hurt

it all subsides

only goodness now resides..

the stones no longer in her head

the stones no longer make her bed

those words are full of life instead

so vibrant in their deathbed..

Something’s lost when something’s gained

every space in her heart remains..

No divide.. plenty of space to slide with all the love inside..

Set free from condemnation

Being lost was worth the coming home..

tread softly as you go-

it’s her bones that made you whole..

Sunshine and tears..

Published January 8, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

circular band of love

surrounding me like an orbit

good and bad

It’s all to be had when you dance the tango of love..

people within the walls of my world

live within the walls of my heart

It takes two, four or more to make one..

They walk with me

talk with me

in this journey of love..

and with each breath I take

sunshine and tears are left in its’ wake..

Sparkling brilliance..

Published January 5, 2019 by lamarrwenrich

Diamonds in the rough

We’ve only just begun..

We are brilliance taking shape

Baby steps learning to run..

an internal reflection

a refraction of light

trippin through it

falling up

Trying to catch the sun..

A dark side, a bright side

You’ve cut me open wide..

shaping me, embracing me

in many ways enhancing the reflection of you through me..

You are the moon that becomes the sun illuminating my heart till it’s all undone..

Season change..

Published December 27, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

winter comes

winter goes..

Changes happening down below

as the sun is grooming

Flowers blooming

yet fear remains

It is looming..

the warmth abounds

not in this room

the chill alone blooms and grows..

deeply seeded you is all it knows

covering me in a frigid cold..

Lying here thinking

I wish for change

No longer willing to remain chained..

so much love – you’re here and there

The warmth is spreading through all I’ve dreaded

Memories thawing the icy chill..

embracing the new

as the cold brews into spring

coming with it new moments of you..

No longer focused on where I’ve been or what remains

my look is up

I’m feeling change

one step forward

Is how I’ll grow

captivated for us

Lost in the know..

Musings..

Published December 21, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

Musings…

thoughts are everything..

seeping into

every pore of my being..

nurturing my mind

catering to my heart

powering my soul..

imaginings that turn me inside out

notions growing me in ways that hurt –

I relate to both..

I couldn’t –

wouldn’t desert my musings..

they make me whole

Those moments I get lost in

The imaginations that come to life

sometimes causing strife

Absorbed into my core..

no need to steal back the moments

Or hide them deep

There will be no breach

The daydreaming is steeped within my reach..

Light me bright…

Published December 19, 2018 by lamarrwenrich

perfection in our messy way

chaotic love rules our day..

It fills me up and

Lights me bright

I’d have it no other way..

I’d relive each day with all the messiness we create in its’ wake..

You are my smile

deep and wide

everything good that fills my insides

beautiful friendship in this sea of love

You are endless loves’ delight..