where do I turn
where do I run
you were the one..
the sun that lit me up
the fun that kept me high
all in one..
no cure for this malady
no antidote
you're buried deep within
as pure a love I've ever known..
twisting and turning
you own this heart
in the big unknown..
to know it in my bones
the unseen
this kind of love
is to be set free
in a time that was made
for you and me..
wrapping me
round and round
matters not
which way is up or down
lost my bearings
as I slowly hit the ground ..
the depth of you has no ending
giving new meaning to a beginning..
in the silence I've found a beautiful sound
wounds no longer hardening my soul..
each moment fulfilling a purpose
absorbing it
learning from it
shaping me whole..
this calcified heart beating a new rhythm with the touch of yours
tethered forever
connecting us deep..
weaved through and through
the depth of you residing within
making me new..
it’s anything I want it to be
a sweet perfect messy..
moments starting and ending to the different ways my mind is bending..
ink spilling freely
words filled with intense meaning
no one questioning or demeaning..
The wonder lies in the path of my journey
not the end itself..
pure unfiltered emotions
ever so rare
once upon a time all mine to lay bare..
free to be me
lost in that space
one could say it's my favorite place..
just one day
what I would give
leave me to wonder around in it
and live..
the messes
the joy
the chaos so real
I'd run through each moment with unabandoned zeal..
walk away they say
couldn't leave with grace..
carved into my memory
moments ever so sacred
our special place ..
easy love
touching fire
light a cigarette
watch me burn
alive in the ashes
your hands on the heart
bring me to life
a new start ..
empty space becoming the place
my mind will unwind..
sit
slow down
stay awhile
savor this taste
as we get lost in the waste..
crimson scarlett ruby or rose..
which hue is most exposed..
vibrant
powerful - all telling..
is it love
is it rage..
does it tell stories of uncontrollable desires
or mask the turmoil hidden beneath the unspoken cruelty ..
the words
I love you…
wrap a heart ever so tightly
binding the mind until they are one..
such a dichotomy-
the heart and mind..
opposing sides
a battle ever ready
all confined within a tiny space
with no place to run..
you are
danger to my heart
always were..
as I’m changing shades
I lay me down to sleep
at your feet..
what will be remembered..
the laughs
the hurts
the tender moments that bind..
as I wind this road
what will I find..
Suspended in time
I am reminded
all goodbyes ache to the core..
within the pain love remains
memories bring it all to life
and my heart soars..
it isn’t the good
or the bad that sums us up
it is the all we had
that sets us aside..
for that I won’t be sad
rather striving to live in the glad
as the ties slowly slip away..
If a shooting star could talk
that’s what it’s like..
an explosion of her heart
falling in love..
untouchable- yet on display for all to see..
moments making
memories
cascading into dreams
lighting up her insides
bursting at the seams..
eternity starting and ending there..
she melds into the moments
so real - seen or unseen
her entire being giving way to life and all that it would be..
travailing through my mind
unstain me
you’ve stroked my heart
covered my skin
I should have done better
stopped at the win..
to give up the moments
would be such a sin..
eternal rain
growing within
a love that will echo
through space and time..
with each breath
we begin..
words..
seductive
enticing
frightful and kind..
magical wonderful
please take your time..
storytelling - opening up
what was once blind
drawing me in
Owning my mind..
I wish to crawl
into your head to be lead
to the innermost parts of your soul
and see the world whole..
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