You speak with no sound
silent words rebound
filtering through to my core..
lighting me up
turning me out
making me want more
our hearts commune in the deepest of ways..
on the other side of silence
I window shop in the home you are
diving in deep until we forget..
let’s blur ourselves until we are one acting on what we know
a sign language of our own
letting the idea grow..
feeling free
boundless feet
Soaking up the good
within the earth’s folds..
Sun is shining its’ warmth
inviting all to bask in its’ glow
don’t know the endless possibilities this day holds..
the days may number me
with the moments that unfold
challenges that abound
won’t turn me around..
I see my worth
I know my goals..
Love
it’s equal to the pain
most treasured hurt
so much to gain..
who could know
how much I’d change
the moment you said hello..
As I fade away
the picture is clear -
naked and afraid
I’m coming home..
Its’ warmth and
love stained walls
welcome me in
Tasting the sweetness
more alive than I’ve ever been
standing tall I begin..
living on a fault line
designed to fall apart
cracks to gaping holes
living within the breaks..
what’s the truth in this beauty
divisive from the start..
uncontainable
it spills across the earth filling in the crevices
creating images in its’ wake
that can never be attained..
sparking fires
desires out of control..
I want you to stay
I’ll cave
slipping into the cracks
I’ll burn for you
scorch me from the inside out..
turn off the lights
stop the time
I’ll be waiting around the bend
high enough to escape
destructions end..
words disappear
reality sets in
left naked and open
baring it all..
no hiding behind shadows
or wearing words
with ambiguous meanings..
cutting my fingers off
regrets are done
no more ruminating
present moments have begun..
let your mind hear
what my heart feels
through my touch as it speaks..
give me your talk
I’ll give you mine
restless soul
slow down in time..
let’s be swept away
into that world of silence
we won’t touch ground
lost in the abyss..
my heart bleeds stardust
as the tears rolling down
crystalize from the euphoric effects of us..
wildly beautiful
such a rush..
you’re back..
well i never left
look at me now
can you tell?
I wear the scars of your absence
each wound tells a story
of the horror a heart can bear..
you colored me up
dirtying my soul
look at me now
can you tell?
it washed me whole
growing new roots
I’m standing tall
sway me - bend me
you won’t break me..
there’s a shifting in my bones
the rot that became our home
has been burnt to the ground..
I dare you to walk in love
I challenge you to rise above
can you hear it?
love clangs inside me
like a ringing bell..
I’m not gone
intertwine that hand into mine
together we’ll cross the barren
for the green land..
a hungry ache..
the persistence
drawing compassion from my bones
to own all its’ wakened..
determination willing it to be..
there is nothing more to our story than the story itself..
we are who we are
the moments non-defining
in an overwhelming
non-binding kind of way..
Healing - revealing truths
small -ordinary -insignificant
making impossible fall away..
there’s pages to be written
stapling pieces back together
I’ll sit in the dirt with you
draw lines in the sand
let’s dirty our hands with life..
wash clean your heart
giving new color to all your strife
yearning longing for this new start..
locked you away
where it’s safe to play
love is abound - it’s all around
my heart beating to yours
a characteristic unique to you..
infectious - smiling
missing you all the while..
essentially bound
chemically entwined
a million thoughts and questions come to mind-
the silence slamming my feet to the ground..
yet walls come down
I yearn to be found
in the abstract existence of you..
let’s get lost again and again
tell it to me slow
tell it with your eyes
you are the basic part
making me whole..
landscape of my dreams
perfect in all it seems..
flourishing, watered, growing green
uninhibited wild and free..
drinking in the reality of who you are
no pretenses - no one cares
soak me up breathe my air..
illusions are exposed
thorny bushes overthrown
our story grows bright in this light
scenery overflowing
moment after moment of pure delight..
enticing, magnetic
holding on tight
let’s live the impossible possibilities
without fright..
when life gets tangled and weeds choke the seeds
don’t give in to the insidious disease..
follow the river till it washes over it
trail-blazing new ways
reviving ones’ heart
there within that trail
is our escape for a new start…
looking out
what remains
feeling like it’s all in vain..
misty, unclear covered in haze
my fingers tracing blindly
as my glazed eyes strain
looking searching
fixing my gaze..
out beyond the glare
are dreams i want to share
do I dare stand up
opening myself bare..
hoping, wishing, believing
someone will be there..
can’t sit still any longer
as the tears roll down my face
I’ll embrace this new space
allowing the moments to absorb
my fears..
barriers must fall
giving way to a new day
I’m yielding, willing to give it my all..
Only then I can belong to me
Completely free
Glass breaking
I am waking..
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