Perfectly Flawed

Published April 19, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Let me love you imperfectly so I can love you completely
Letting go of imaginings that hold me back
So lovely to free-fall into our perfect circle of unknown..
ever-changing wildly crazy
Solid moments of you
My best days are my days with you
For some, they wander in search of it all their days
For others, they know love is simply lost
And sadly – some just don’t believe..
Though we fade in&out and back again, We are always there- can’t be denied
Like that well worn chair..
Sometimes misplaced but never forgotten
and when you rediscover the simple pleasure of curling up and enjoying it again – you know you are where you belong..
Not a beat of my heart would exist, without the thought of you
I will chip away every brick and every stone that holds you back
No walls no fears no
Regrets
Submit to my flawed love
This is one imperfection worth the troubles
Let me shatter my love over you..

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Afraid Secure Me

Published April 16, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Solid..shaky..
Steady as an earthquake..
so sure of my footing
Other times drifting nowhere lost and alone
hands shaking, heart racing falling and crashing
Nowhere land..
afraid but secure in my fear of the unknown
accepting what I cannot control
setting the reins free
My heart is filled with sweetness..
my security lies in His arms
My peace in His love
My unknown answers blanketed by the beat of His heart
Though uncertain of much
my fragile heart is settled
that soothes my mind
And I know I’ll be just fine

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WindBlown

Published April 14, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Like the Summer wind
You linger..
Wafting in&out of my thoughts
Gently traipsing through me
Cool as an ocean breeze
I inhale you and it sends me tumbling
Soothing as a summer day
Your warmth fills my mind,
caresses my body and I’m wind blown..
Footsteps are effortless
My heart is still
Gone is the angst
Dreams come to life and my soul is once again carried away
Leaving my troubles behind..
Whisk me away to
Whichever direction your wind is blowing..

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Storm of Love

Published April 9, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Rough, wild, turbulent waves
magnificent to watch..  beautiful like your love
Unknown and full of surprises
Bringing to shore all its’ hidden treasures
Splashing out of control
crashing into me until I no longer see
eclipsing the old, setting me free
Refreshing my mind
cleansing my soul
creating desires I never knew
No more existing below in murky dark waters
Im walking on colorless transparent vivid as can be
This beautiful sea..
Your words of care
Flowing in and out of me
Drenching me in a storm of love
The sound of you rushing through me
sweetest vibrations to my soul
I am sated in your love
Drown me in it
Let it wash me clean

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Mad Hope

Published April 8, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Self destruction..
Pain unleashed like no other..
every word a strike to her raw nerves
Every fiber of her being exposed.. Rotting from the inside out..
Tweaked Love wrapped in hate sadness anger
ripping its’ way through her heart..
Decaying slowly
Nobody sees, nobody knows the depth of misery she trudges through
The light in her eyes turned off leaving her to live in the shadows of what was..
Dark skies all around as she grasps about looking to find herself
He loved her till she was no more..
Too caught up, to blind to see she was living in his debris
Her tired heart still beats for him
as if she never knew that
Loving him was the beginning of the end..

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Perception

Published April 4, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Electrifying
Blinded by the dazzling currents passing through her
Nothing making sense
seared by the thought of him
Inseparably together is how she feels
Uncertain where reality starts and fantasy ends
Her heart has blurred her mind
They’ve become one
It all looks the same
She wears him and he wears her
Her happiness and elation so quickly deflates.. Knowing they can’t possibly have what they want
Just a beautiful dream growing in them..
unsure & feeling lost
She wants what she imagines
Afraid her imaginings are better than where her feet are planted
Afraid she’s lost perception to truth
She reminds herself to want what she has
No bitter will take root in her
She buries the seed that has sprouted
closing herself to it
No matter that she envisions his skin next to hers
Her eyes cast down
Heavy with dreams she sighs,
So much wanting to make him mine she cries..
Her Untamed heart bleeding for him..
She will leave his colors behind
Knowing where she was is beautiful..

 

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Interlocked

Published April 1, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 
Mesh with me
Let’s scare away the ghosts that roam our hallways
Dust off the webs that have spun around our bed..
Let’s bring it to life with passion, we aren’t dead
Open those shut eyes
We’ve lived between the lines long enough
Time to walk on top
run into each other
And let those closed doors fly open – the floodgates released
Our storm is raging
The winds blowing
Howling to us
Our hearts need not be numb any longer
Let’s be messy in love
Downright dirty
Strip us bare, no more hiding
discover what it is that belongs to you&me
I’m not afraid to flow with new tides – wash ashore with me
Let’s get grounded
Start anew
We’ve been out of sync far too long
Let’s dovetail this perfect fit.

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Wide Eyed

Published March 30, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Dreaming with a hopeful heart
Never give up I am told
So much, yet, to unfold
Possibilities abound
We are never apart
you live in my heart
It beats to the magic of us
I close my eyes, we come to life
Dancing in the moonlight
All I need is the breath that you breathe
Indulge me my fantasies
Your hands on me
Your arms swallowing me up
Let me wallow in your love
Rolling in it till I’m smothered..
Your untold
secrets – innermost thoughts
Divulge them to me
each word like a piece of art
unique to my heart
The distance that looms won’t keep us apart
I don’t want the impossible
Just want to see through you
and oh my
What a beautiful view..
Just to get close to you
please see me through
Oh baby
My dreams depend on you..

 

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Fragile Strength

Published March 29, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Finish me..
Don’t leave me hanging
blind me
gouge them out as you have my heart
rather than watch you leave
Turn me off
Won’t go back to life without you
I’ll never see clearly again
a fragmented existence
Without color without love
Just Erase me..
It is not living
You are my sun in the sky
There will be no new dawn
Shine on me don’t leave me dark
I’m So easily forgotten
Your memory won’t die
Your fingertips..softest caresses of happiness
That beautiful touch now wounding
Maiming me beyond recognition
You’re sharpening the knife
Will I be your sacrifice?…
Twist it in slowly
Give me time to breath with holes as i grasp reality..
Better yet Let’s pretend
raise my hope
I’ll take your truth and twist it into my truth until it becomes our truth..
Our love is as deep as the sea
Oh what we could be
If you would just see
We are strong in We
Let’s begin anew
Just me and you..

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In the Shadows

Published March 27, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Shadows of you in the sun
images dancing in my thoughts
seared in my mind
Carved in my heart
Wind blows and wraps me in your touch
The river flows in you and out to me watering my soul
You are everywhere
and no where
So far away missing you
my mind has succumbed to its’ own world.. One where it’s you&I..
It is most beautiful
Find me in it
no lonely moments
as we stroll hand in hand
Togetherness is all I’m after
Can you hear my mind screaming your name
Words fall through me as I shout it out
Can’t see where you’re coming from
Or what you’re running to
My heart is out there
Today and every day
waiting In the shadows for your touch..

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