Wonderment

Published January 20, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

It began on that knoll..
Too good to be real
Too real to be true..
Feeling his smile from afar as she drives up
She feels herself flush
Clammy
Colors changing quickly on her face – her heart banging against her chest so loudly she is certain he can hear it..
He is at her side in seconds
Brave strong commanding in presence
Gentle in his touch
His soft lips graze hers
She never takes her eyes off of him as he softly strokes her face
Drinking him in..
The Electricity between them palpable
who knew such a connection
The coupling of two souls could exist without them being aware of it until this moment..
A simple hello
Started a fire that can’t be quenched
A hunger to know more
A mind eager to be filled with words from him..
Only he will do..
The unknown
Anticipation excitement
Her heart racing in ways she didn’t know existed
The wonderment of each other
Tripping over words
Speaking out of turn
Her eyes searching his
Seeking out truths
She needs to know what she is doing
His eyes bore holes through to her soul As he fixates on her
reading her mind
Drawing her in
What is happening
Confusion excitement bewilderment
how she could have such emotions for him..
This thing.. A friendship missed in all those many moments of life
And now exploding into a thing.. She was at a loss to label it
Words evade her
No way to know or imagine such an innocent beginning could cause such a fever within her..
Stop this she says over&over to herself
Wake up open your eyes..
She can no longer hear herself
Slipping away she feels him invading her piece by piece
as if her person knew something she didn’t
There will be no turning back
No undoing what is happening to her mind heart and body..
Every part of her wanting to know every part of him
Vulnerable scared thrilled
Scarcely breathing
She knows she’ll be his
He caresses her with his love
She is filled with the light of it..
Arms gently wrapping around her
He fills her mind with his words
He steals her heart with his tenderness
He owns her body with his touch..
She willingly gives all that she is to have all that is him..

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Imaginings

Published January 17, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 
Visceral..
feeling it
Grasping
I reach out to grab it
I know it’s there
I feel your breath
hear your laugh
see your smile
Awake asleep
daydreaming
real time..
You are there
Imaginings in my head
wistful heart
hanging on to its’ dreamcatcher hopes
believing emotions like this could never fade..
Bursting forth like flowers in spring
It flourishes
it does so all on its’ own..
No place to call its’ home
No one to tend to it
No one to shelter it
Protect it guard it
grow it..
It is so real
The roaring of its’ love heard in all its’ silence
The beating of my heart
giving it strength & life..
Desire and passion
growing stronger with each breath
Waiting to be one with you
Illogical non-rational is the You rooted deeply within me..

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Just Before the Dawn

Published January 13, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

You are My rays from the sun..
Waves of euphoria sweeping over me
This skin I’m all wrapped up is melting from the heat of your love
Feels nothing like myself
Love has swept through me
Not the sell your soul to the devil kind of love
No.. The kind you’re hoping to never wake up from..
Hauntingly good
Didn’t know I was lost
you found me
And gave me back myself..
My own strength to stand on
Your love my foundation
So subtle..
small ray of light filling my soul
lighting up my world..
My dawn of the night
Breaking through.. casting your glow of love all over me
I am fascinated as I watch myself fall deeper in love
Irresistible beautiful
Held captive by the twilight of you.

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Free in Love

Published January 9, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Enchanted
Heart throbbing
been set free in
Love..
He is Captivated addicted
Infatuated
no longer caring about anything or anyone
Only Her..
perfection is all he sees as she
Moves about In her not so graceful way
Her clumsy beauty endearing her to him
Admiration that keeps growing
A new beginning
limitless love..
she has no idea she makes love to his soul with just a glance
leaves him craving more
She gives him a smile
he catches his breath..
Stunned by the intensity of it all
Her love
flowing from the inside of her
bubbling outward
Radiating her face..
Sparkling out of her bright eyes
casting a glow on her soft porcelain cheeks..
His mind gushes with emotions he can’t contain
moments wrapped up in thoughts of her..
She is everywhere
owning his heart
Bewitched beguiled..
Happy to be caught
Basking in the warmth of his deep affection for her
Open to a lifetime
There is no love without freedom..

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Bleed for You

Published January 6, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

Cuts through to my core
Ripping me apart..
I wish to be whole
Begging my heart
pleading with my mind
to no longer feel you..
I hurt everywhere
even my smile aches
The pain staggering
till I’m certain my teeth are stained red
Bleeding for you..
Hate/Love
What does it mean..
I feel it as my fingers touch you
Recoiling at the hurt anger
Betrayal of our forever..
It only takes a moment
before memories come seeping in through my fingertips as ours hands entwine..
Your magic grasping my heart
gathering its’ shredded pieces
my tears falling so fast
the pain is forgotten
in the salty wet mess my face has become..
Love/Hate..
same difference
I want you I need you
Our love is rare
Kiss me deeply
Take me back to our moments
where I’m adored cherished and loved..
Bury my loneliness in your heart
In you I’m whole
I’ll bleed for you

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Invincible

Published January 6, 2016 by lamarrwenrich

 

You stormed through my world
An indomitable force
gentle kind&full of life
an invincible fierce kind of love
Owning me at once
I am lost in your eyes
mine will never shut again
Like a lamp being turned on
Eclipsing all darkness
You light up my heart
Senses memorizing you
In Blissful Detail
the warmth of your skin
the rhythm of your breath
The touch of your lips
ears tingling at the sound of you
That voice
the melody my mind unwinds to
Brushing your fingers over my heart like strumming a guitar
merging my soul to yours until we are one..
It is you I long for
you I wish to enjoy life with
You are the one I adore
The one I love
The one my heart beats for..
You will always be my weakness making me strong..

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Inked

Published December 30, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

 

Like a needle slipping into my skin
Pricking it breaking it
until each nerve
was jumping
alive feeling each moment Bubbling scabbing and slowly..
little by little turning into a beautiful one of a kind of us..
Outlining our love
A pattern all of its’ own
Running deep from the inside out..
Displayed for the world to see
flowing through my veins
Landing in my heart
Permanent markings
stretching bending with life weathering it all..
Though It may smear fade
and lose some of its’ outward beauty
You Keep my love so young so new
my stained heart bleeds only your name..
I wear you..
marked by indelible designs of your love

 

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Dancing through it..

Published December 25, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

 

With every broken mile she walked
She melded into the very ground below her..
Anguish & despair burying her deeper with each step
Hopelessness scratched and clawed until She was raw numb..
Unsure what she believed
A strong mind pressing on
She kept reaching out..
Like a lost child
afraid – yet certain something worthwhile awaited her..
Innocence still breathing within her heart
searching for her own something
She wished for more
She wished to be loved
Wished to believe it tangible..
Unsure of what ‘it’ really meant
She danced through her tears..
That Flicker of hope setting ablaze a wild fire in her..
she knew what her something was..
It is She
She is the real thing
She will be stubborn love refusing to believe she has no place
It is real and can be rough
but the music beckons her..
As she tentatively sways to the sound
She feels gentle hands wrap around her face
whispering
This is for you
You are worth it
There is a place for She..

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It’s Simple

Published December 25, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

 

Needing.. Wanting
Wanting.. Needing
Some say it’s the same
I say not..
Learned early on
Thought I needed my parents..
Until i didn’t..
then I knew
The difference..
Set me free to love without expectations
Love is a gift
And what a gift
When I met you
You intrigued me
I liked you
You moved to my beat
I chose you
You are my kind of crazy
Not because I needed you
Because I want you
not a dependent love..
I can breath on my own
or a need to be filled..
you aren’t medicine
So simple..
It is purest love that keeps me wanting you
That draws me in
Sets me on the highest highs
A mind lost in the thought of you
Allows my heart happiness
My soul complete freedom..
No limits no rules no walls
To love you
Is to love with complete abandon..
Setting me free in the want of you ❤️

 

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Vortex

Published December 16, 2015 by lamarrwenrich

 

I don’t need much
I don’t need it all
Just to hang in the backdrop twirling around you
Your splash and color lighting up my world..
But you suck me in
To the very center
Some say you’re dangerous
Others peg you as disastrous
I say wow
My very own dust devil
funneling all that goodness to me
Baby baby baby
You & me
Mad love that makes me crazy
Crazy love that makes me mad..
You are my Whirlwind
Moving and spinning my heart out of control
Spin me till I can’t see straight
I wish to stay in the merry of my heart
Sweetest commotion
surviving the maelstrom of your Fierce love
It’s Explosive
Scorch my heart
Light my fire over&over..

 

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